Be on my way

2009-06-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

Okay, i have finally decided to leave this blog here, cause I've found another space.

Nah, i won't delete this blog here. hahaha i can't la, it'll always be a part of me.
Maybe I'll update if there's any big news or anything yeah.

I think life's slowly working out for me, and i'm glad :)

nights!

2009-06-06T08:47:00.000-07:00

friday night, gig, good music,good atmosphere, good company, good food.

oh btw, have fun in Turkey Jacq!

2009-06-04T00:03:00.000-07:00

Would you like to leave this human race with me, tonight?

2009-06-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

" God, with this weather so humid, i could just walk around the house naked! "

HAHAHA TSK

2009-05-31T11:08:00.000-07:00

" alina, you're as timid as a cat " - J

" help me bite my new shoe later k."
" eee dont want la, i'd rather bite a cat's tail!"
"oh my god, SERIOUSLY!?"
"eh no la. hahahahahaha" - R

My oxford has arrived !!

Meanwhile, hey sexy holidays! ;)

Two wrongs make it all alright tonight.

2009-05-28T13:02:00.000-07:00

Kristin Cavallari to replace Lauren Conrad in The hills?
HAHAHAHAHA, now that's a good joke.

2009-05-25T21:35:00.000-07:00

Show the world the warmth of your smile, like how i remembered it

Some people just wouldn't stop annoying me, i swear.

Today was yet another school day. School isn't so bad, without all those mountains of tutorials to complete. Not mentioning the prelim papers and past year questions! They're my number one killing machine. Woah, it's been long since i last had a breather and i'm glad i had mine last weekend. I thought the weekend was pretty good. It wasn't anything major but it was just what i needed after the screwed up week.

Most pictures are up on facebook, so that's why i don't post as much pictures here already. Blogger's being a bitch in uploading pictures anyway! hahahaha woah i will get this blog put off soon. Still a frequent member on livejournal, but i don't know why i can't really bear to let this one go.

By the way, my pair of oxfords is arriving sooooooon! :) I.AM.SO.EXCITED

Do note, i am not as materialistic as you think! HAHAHAHA okay maybe when it comes to new shoes! " i'm a girl, they're shoes- do the math! "

Oh, the other day i ( or so i've realised!) was on youtube for like 5 consecutive hours!!! YOUTUBE IS JUST THE BEST .

Saturday with my bitch, hung out to get some peace of the mind. Flyer, popeyes, pretty lights and awesome moments caught in shots! Oh sunday was amazing :) Later on, there was the study group. Fun yes, productive hmmmm 6 questions worth? HAHA yeap. So since we took countable shots, i'll just post it here instead of facebook then.

notice the psp? blame it all on ahmad for bringing it! hahahaha complete distaction plz.

I have something called school again tomorrow!

Oh i just realised i haven't blogged about the surprise birthday party i threw for my beloved sistenemy! She wasn't entirely shocked which got me alittle disappointed cause it was supposed to start with that adorable priceless expression of hers! BUT IM GLAD SHE'S HAPPY :) As much of a brat she may be this 16 years of living under the same roof, having the same first name, having the same blood running through our veins and being the sister of my life, i've always and will always love her with all my heart ! man, that was deep but mean it of course! :)

this is so outdated but i shall post up some here! :)

haha the kadola gang :D

even my dad was all jumpy! HAHA

And to make up for that, here's one priceless one i've always loved! HEH

Thanks for coming too woman! :D

aww, i love this shot.

And yes, i love her so .

Oh yeah, credits of those shots go to my awesome bitch, Astika!
HAHAHA LOVE YA TOO BITCH!

And bee stings! No matter what happened, what's been happening and what may happen, you'll always be that spastic goose/ bee stings i know. Yeah, i may need more time to accept it but i won't avoid you anymore la stings. Besides, it's your life and your decision:) However, stay the crazy girl you are k, as always -_- ( I might die earlier due to heart attack and asthma though! HAHAHA)

2009-05-23T13:00:00.000-07:00

When anger's accompanied with tears

I'm so glad it's the weekends now after a rough week indeed. Saturday with my bitch and Sunday with the study group hopefully :)

And now, I need some peace in this mind and i guess learning to let go.

2009-05-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

Yeap, I'm sure i don't care.
Not caring would mean talking it out with most of my friends to try to find a solution to it. Not caring would mean having to fry my brain these days to try to figure things out. Not caring would be demanding space so i could turn away from the uglier scenarios and blurting out stuff that i might regret. Not caring would be trying her ass off from the start to try to sort things out between two people she care about.

yeap, sure obviously i don't care. And yesterday, i got thrown off the friend ship.

Haven't had this lump in my throat for the longest time so i applaud to you cause you've hit the bullseye.

2009-05-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

I'm your escape route

Kris blew everyone away with the way he serenades, with the most modest atitude and well, for his ability to portray how much he loves what he's really passionate about; singing.
I love Adam lambert too, have always been a fan right from the start. For the first time, I love BOTH the finalists. Not to mention how hot they both look ;O And so i'll splurge some cash on their albums just as soon as the debut dates of them are out!

They have both gone far. No surprise for Adam but Kris did capture and grips onto your soul 'til to the extent you're just kept shut. especially when he sang 'ain't no sunshine'.

congrats Kris :)
p.s: look at that sexy jawline

But i still loveyou Adam :)

Ohmygod, my class is hilarious with all the hysterical antics!

I can't wait for june hols now!! ;)

Okay and now i really need my sleep. Wacthing basketball finals with the guys tomorrow, yessa!

2009-05-16T03:10:00.000-07:00

When you're misunderstood.
The littlest things you do, people assumed.
When they assume, it leans more towards the negative side.
When all you've ever wanted was to make them happy and that only.

It sucks when you have no access to my private posts on lj huh? Afraid so.

Anyway, today
Sucks to the power of infinity.
The agony of both the heart and mind, it's insane.

I hope tomorrow goes well, so that all this would just poof.
BE GONE YOU ACHES BE GONE!

I will be up all night, hoping to finish up the preparations for tomorrow.
Yes, sacrificing those eye bags once again.
Or the strength to succumb to the temptation of that awesome bed of mine.
The things people do for love.
Bonkers i tell you.

But i know it will all be worth it :)

Patience Nurul, patience.

2009-05-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

Why do we always say we're fine,

when it's obviously we're lying?

Why don't we ever tell the truth,

what do we got to lose?

Movie after school with Jie ling, Jia sheng, Kelvin, Pradeep and Guoxi.

Angels and demon was mega incredible.

2009-05-13T19:20:00.000-07:00

I find the second i try to pull away

I swear Kris has this smile that warms the entire world!

Though Adam's my all time favourite, Kris steals my heart every week.
"who hits those notes?!?!"
"ADAM LAMBERT DOES!"

Damn, this has gotta be THE most interesting season of AI!

Half a week gone already?! Not a bad week after all. Lethargy sets in every afternoon, but what's new right? But I've got what i wanted these past few weeks, and that's a good sign. Woah, all the knots in my life before are starting to find the loosing ends and are slowly finding it's way untying itself towards what's supposed or meant to happen, and I'm glad.

Despite that, I'm missing some of my girls! I haven't hung out with best buddy Abu for quite some time now! I haven't seen the minahs all that much despite being in the same school and all. Nor have i seen the (th)2 and the homies? I've got a lot of catching up with them to do. And no, even A levels won't stop me! Oh speaking of As, i just got a notice it's about less than 200 more days to go. A lot less than 200, as a matter of fact. Somehow, I'm not all that afraid. Maybe cause I'm not even in the right state of mind to be taking those papers! hahaha, okay well maybe I'm just crossing all fingers i have that I'll get what i've been hoping for :)

Alright, that aside, I can't wait for the weekends! I have a fullproof plan installed for someone special ;) !!

Before i go off to catch my 'the hills', I so gotta show this. I remembered she said before the start of lecture," i'll prove to you that I'm not going to sleep!!!!!!!"

Indeed Alina, you sure didn't :)
( yes, i'm risking my life tomorrow. God protect me please. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA)

Rini should be dropping by later, with another round of bullshits. HAHAHA she's good in those! AND WHERE'S MY OXFORD FLATSSSSSSSSSSS!! :(

2009-05-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

A renewed membership into the night owl society ;)

IT IS 1:48AM AND I FINALLY FINISHED MY INORGANIC TUTORIALS! THANKS GOD.

Right now, instead of falling into the sleeping game, i'm watching youtube videos. I swear youtube has everything. It's amazing how you can learn things or even just laugh your head off over the most hilarious antics people around the world may be up to, or just be taken aback by how some people are showing their talents. There was this Aussie girl singing her version of 'remembering sunday' and i was left stunned. yeah, in a good way of course! She should be discovered by now!

There's school in about 5 hours plus? Surprisingly, the coffee has taken its toll on me. Crap, that'd mean i'll be dozing off. Yes, together with alina who i'm quite sure she's still awake mugging her way through those shits. Hahahaha

The first day of the week and there will be temperature taking. oh the epidemic virus, the one that postponed my dad's germany trip! Well, there's an upside to that *evil laughs* Let's just hope the trip is postponed all the way 'til the end of the year and i'll be visiting berlin. HEEEEE

Is this just the sugar rush or is it just the wee hours? I remembered buying that whole bag of candy while studying in rp in the afternoon. Luckily there were Jacq and Fauzi to down some those sugarrrrr or i'd in diabetes mode by now!

I feel like singing right now, AND YES I AMMM!

" I'm not coming back, i've done something so terrible.

I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me

I'm mixed up i'll be blunt

Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair

Out of mind, keep an eye on the world

So many thousands of feet on the ground

Im over you now, I'm at home in the clouds

Towering over you head "

This is an effing fabulousooooooo song, no kidding!!! Okay, that's it. Adam, from now on, i'll trust you in your taste in music! HAHAHAHAHA okay maybe except for....... hmm wait there was one that wasn't good! And i've forgotten the title!

And now I think i should just shut my trap and sleeeeeep. NIGHTY NIGHTS!

2009-05-11T10:25:00.000-07:00

Deeper conversations with me

Yezzzzzzz, a day off.

Thank God for the multiracial society! but boohoo to those friends of mine who gotta get back to school on this dreadful monday! * sniggers*

Woah, i've loads to update! But i just woke up and my mind's blank and brain's dead!!! Let's start with school. Ah, the one thing i loathe the most: this thing called physicsss! KILLITBURNITFREEZEITDUMPITJUSTANYTHINGGGGGGGG! hahahaha. Well one thing's for sure, i don't give a hoot about it anymore! All i need in my life right now is be prepared for this upcoming chapter in my life ;) I hope it goes on just well.

The Mother's day!

Very pleased to see my mom and grandma looking all happy for the day. Hans river filled me up to the brim! damnnn, i sure ate a hell lot.

I wish i had more time but i REALLY need to start cracking down on those piling tutorials ( except for physics sheesh) Gotta meet jacq in rp soon.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

Oh oh, before i forget, spencer is an ass. A full time ass! :D

*sexcited * HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH God

2009-05-08T23:00:00.000-07:00

New skin,

New mindset

New plans

New future.

However currently, I have butt cramps!! Literally.

2009-04-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

I.am.so.shagged.

Week of school was good :) And today, it being friday, i got chirpier by the minute! Met Rini and her friends in rp while they installed some softwares for their new year next week. Caught a little orientation going on as well, impressed just as much. Fauzi fetched me after his orientation and we headed out for dinner and then a drive to seletar area which happened to be Nurul's virgin visit, imagine that! HAHA. Okay and now I swear I'm effing sleepy i can sleep in 5 seconds after typing this!

lalaland ;) !!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-14T21:40:00.000-07:00

The hills season 5 is out!

Who cares if it's fake or not, love and missed the drama. And clothes and shoes! I think Lauren Conrad's clothing line is gorgeous. Soon Nurul, soon. With the city on the break now, i've more the hills time from now on.

"I'm a girl, they're shoes- do the math!"

:)

Sorry if I've been pissing you guys off.

2009-04-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

More than anything else

It's been a really good weekend so far, and I'm spending it well ;)

The last day of the weekend tomorrow and my friends and I will be setting up a stall in a flea market going on. It'll be really fun, and please do come down and spend some cash. Prices are very negotiable, really! hahaha I want to clean out my closet, do help! It's behind The Cathay, and there will be a shuttle bus to the flea market ( 7 mt sophia) from the plaza singapure taxi stand from 2pm to 8pm. I've been there today and well, the shuttle buses is for those who refuse to climb up that flight of stairs. My legs almost died! HAHA. But the bargains were good today, but tomorrow will be better! ;)

I'm too beat to blog about good friday and today which have been marvolo, but i'll do so maybe on monday? I need to bag up my clothes for tomorrow, catch the match and get some sleep! SEE YOU TOMORROW ALL YOU FLEA MARKET LOVERS!

Cause i should finally reply! hahaha
huda minah: i'll try. but thanks for being there!
guest: oh the stranded night top? It's from flea fly flo fun flea market in homeclub the other time, and thanks :)
cheryl: see you tmr minah!
izyan: hope to see you toooooo babe! we'll go flea soon yea?Oh i heard you're coming down tomorrow with my cousin? See you tomorrow then!!=)
jia sheng: OH SHUT UP! HAHAHA it's all over! And fyi, my it skills have improved tremendously! heh heh
farhan: omg yes. I'm glad i took it too. It was tha bomb :) though i thought that was the end of my life! haha
emerlia: HAHAH yaaaaaa! I can't believe i took it either! But I'm effing glad i did :)
raymond: harlo raymonddddddddddd =)
alina: hahaha oh please bee stings, i can easily put the convo up here ;) HAHAHA
aisyah: yeap yeap, will find the time to come down though its been ages since i last touched the ball! AHAHA. Oh, and my sister said she stepped down already?
hs: hey :)
guest: HAHA woah, im flattered. but thanks anyway =)
passerby: oh thanks :D If i'm not wrong, it was on bargain. Thrift shopping :) ( right rin?)
arena: haha hello aqila sisterrrrrrrrrr!

2009-04-04T20:15:00.000-07:00

Take me somewhere we can be alone

I don't know if its just me, but I'm starting to think that being on hiatus is like a norm in my life nowadays. So don't be surprise to only see this particular blog here being updated only once in lets see, a week? And now, I'll have to give a brief update about how the week went. You only have yourself to point fingers at, Nurul. hahahaha

Well, anyway school's been pretty nice, despite the block test results. My class's hilarious most of the time, with their usual teasings, bullying and not forgetting conversations involving those hot topic ( right alina?;) ) Yeah, school's pretty fun with the batch of people as company plus the after school movies ( HAH!) Still, haven't been serious with my school work or tests as a matter of fact. It's not that I intend to fail and screw up my As, but I think that drive that used to exist in me haven't really been visiting me these days. I know I don't have much time left to buck up and ace the final year exams, considering the weak foundation i have of practically all the subjects. And apparently, I'm not doing much either to correct that but I'm just getting on the school days day by day, hoping the drive would somehow re-appear once again? The last time i checked, I think it was during the midst of secondary school when it last existed in my life. That must've explained the peak of my education performance then. Sighs

Alright, that aside, outside of school, I do try to catch up with some fun as well.

1) Dinner with Neil.

Neil's visit to Singapore once again. Sometimes I wonder what is it about this place he's really fond of. hahaha, but he promised i could visit him in new york after my As. So, he came back with my usual doses! Dinner with him and the family in Hyatt was nice. Just a good Friday night with my pack was pretty gratifying. Oh, it was to celebrate my dad's and neil's birthdays as well anyway. I had fun telling him the stories about high school in Singapore. Comparing his side of high school, from his daughter's experience, I'm pretty much tired of the same ol' cycle here. Darnnnnnnnn

My sister's been having camps after camps! Hate to say it, but i miss her!

After that, we headed to hmv and i got my belated birthday presents! ;)

2) Sentosa with Farihin and Liyana

It's been quite awhile since I had the 'fun in the sand & sun' thing and I'm glad I joined them! Had the usual jumpshots and self timer snaps, name in the sand, mags reading and well, goofing around. Had alot of fun=)

After Liyana headed home, we caught the sunset and man, was it incredible.

Waited for her cousin with her while we caught sight of some unpleasant pain to the eyes. hahahahaha

3) 'Lepak-ed' with Jacq

I met Jacq! It was completely impromptu, i swear. But i had a good time with her as usual. A good talk with her as well. Next up: The flea on next week's sunday!

And now I'm home on a saturday! Yes, it feels good to be in my tank and slacks on a saturday! Sometimes, staying in on a weekend when everyone else is out just calms me down. don't ask me why, i like it!

I like Tuesdays. Cause that's when i can hog the laptop for some chuck bass dose and well, the city. But 'the city' is taking a break for awhile. Whitney Port is my idol, i tell you.

Oh, i have something to say.
It doesn't concern me, but I feel like i need to say this. One of the most sensitive issue among girls; the weight. Not that it's mass times g,acceleration due to gravity, but the whole discrimination against people who have a problem with it. I don't know about you,but i think it gets overrated with time, as more and more people tries their utmost best to try to be in the zone where they won't get teased by others who find pleasure in doing so. Come on, isn't there much much more important and worthy things to do besides insulting others?
I mean, honestly i haven't been teased cause of it, but i know how it feels like to be insulted. Seriously, sometimes I myself get annoyed when people make a big deal out of their friends' weight, not taking their feelings into consideration! They get affected by it and they don't even know. You know why? - Cause they're nice enough to not make it a big issue. So tell me, are the hottest girls usually the nicest people? well, think about it.

i got this from one of my fav mag website: girlfriend
Do guys like skinny girls?

"I love ice cream. But imagine if there was only one kind of ice cream in the world, and it was something boring like vanilla? How much would that suck?! Ice cream would become totally dull and no one would want to eat it anymore.

Now imagine a world where there were only skinny girls. Bor-ring! Guys like all kinds of different flavours of girl. Some like skinny. Some like curvy. Some like big boobs, small boobs, big bums, small bums, long legs, and pretty feet (weirdos!).

It's only been in recent history that skinny girls have become seen as "normal". This is mainly because of modelling, the fashion industry and celebrity culture. Truth is, women with curves have traditionally been considered the attractive ones, because men instinctively men look for women with strong hips that can handle child bearing. (Child bearing... *shudder*)

So if you are skinny, high five. If you aren't, that still sweet as. Guys think all gals are gorgeous. And if you're still worried, remember that Marilyn Monroe (the hottest woman who ever lived) was a size 16! Nuff said."

Enough said. I shall go do some homework now.
No football today:(
And by football, i meant manchester matches.
I guess the aunty below us will sleep well tonight.

2009-04-01T20:35:00.000-07:00

Full moons & sunsets

School, school, school.

Block test's over, and apparently, as expected, it wasn't the best of results. As a matter of fact, pretty much the worst. But I want to pick myself up from here. I'll try, but plan B of life seems to be knocking on my door these days. I'm drained out from school, but it really hasn't been all that bad:)

Today, i had one of the most interesting conversations of all time with Alina, starsky and jeremiah. And it's all thanks to Alina, right? ;)

I will blog about the rest of the happenings sometime this weekend yea? I have physics AC tutorial to complete. Byebyexz!

Oh wait, before that, Happy belated birthday, Papa!

You're getting older, with more grey hairs now! hahaha despite the million and one arguments we always have, curfews or rules violated and well, irresponsible behaviours mainly coming from me, I've always respected you, since I was your little girl. And no matter how old I'm getting, that will never change. You're the father I've always looked up to and I'll forever remember that, no matter what. I love you, Papa! =)

2009-03-22T19:10:00.000-07:00

You know how they always say, don't admit defeat until you've actually already gone for the battle?
( Actually i just made that up. HAHAHAHA)
Okay, but you get my point.
I don't know if i should even come tomorrow. This is my first time touching the math notes the entire march holidays, when my paper is tomorrow. Woah, Nurul you're the best.

I have not studied, like no kidding. So I'm pretty sure the battle's already lost. But i will make up for it, promise! So after block test is not gonna be a enjoyable time for me.

Despite that, maybe i should at least read some math stuff. At least 10% of the knowledge ?

=)

Too many events, too little time this holidays. Let's see, out of the 7 days of holidays, I had 5 days of events!! With two spent feeling really lethargic from those events. Tell me, do you think I had time to mug? Shit, stop making excuses Nurul! This is not a good excuse at alllllll.

Family day!
I had fun actually. Being around the people who have the same blood running in your veins and knowing that they will always be there for you, despite the million past curfews warnings or relationship talks, disagreements in our future or well, other walls between us, at the end of the day, we'll always be able to knock down those walls and well, just have a good time with one another. I'm glad I have this bunch as something i can call= family.
We had korean for lunch cum dinner, extremely filling. Afterwards, it was fun time in escape theme park. HAHAHAHA you should have seen my mom in the haunted house! HAHA

I'm a huge fan of my dad's "fine fine you want a smile?! HERE YOU GO!" smile.
lurveeeeee it :) HAHA

Okay, I have math to screw up tomorrow.

2009-03-20T00:30:00.000-07:00

"Absence is to love what the wind is to fire.
When it’s a small fire, the wind kills it.
When it’s a big fire, the wind intensifies it."

Okay, I will be shifting to livejournal.
Not now, but after my block test. I think.

Well anyway, I've been having a pretty good march school holidays. Apparently I HAVE NOT been mugging so, SO LONG block test. Yes, I'm dead confident I wouldn't do well. Good results should be awarded to those who have been working very hard or even those who paid thousands for tuitions. Since I'm in neither of the category, I'll screw this up I'm sure. I'm just prepared for it since I don't deserve good grades anyway.

But I'll work triply hard for the big As, promise! Even if it takes a million START or STAR sessions for me. I will get through it.

=)

4 main things i wanna update:

1) Farihin's birthday celebration

She kinda saw it coming already, so it was not much of a surprise to her. But it was still fun with the girls, as always! Ate pizzas and apple crumble in istana park and I was glad to see that bimbo happy :)

Maybe i should wish her happy birthday now. Bimbo, you've been an awesome friend and I'm glad you're always there for me; through the high and lows of my life. Yes, you were there throughout it all, and i mean ALL. haha. Anyway, now that you're 18th, the 'legal' age, it's time to soar and be the person you want to be. It's the maturity age they say, though i've yet to come to terms with it, but I'm sure you'll do well. So have fun okay, and remember that i'll always be here for you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NURUL FARIHIN! =)

I love my bimbs, forever and everrrr.

2) Aqila's midnight surprise

Jacq, cheryl, Raymond and I planned her birthday surprise with Aqila's dad only to know that she was sensing it earlier today. SOOO, my plan B worked after allllll. Now i regretted not recording the entire thing, especially her face when she saw the 4 of us appearing in front of her door room with party masks, balloons, cake and well, party stuff! HAHAHAHA. I was just glad she was looking all shocked and happy to see us! :)

pre- surprise

As you can see, we, ourselves, were so excited about the whole surprise! HEH

WE GOT YOU GOOD, WOMAN! =)

The people involved that made it a success!

Look at my hair! HAHA even the strands of my hair were excited about it tooooooo!

Cheryl lee si leiiiiiiiii

Jacq and Aqilaaaa

Woah, i love this. HAHA

19th march, a little past 1?

Post-surprise.
Aqila's dad allowed her to hang out with us, though it was close to two, i think. So laughed and talked more ( "lepak-ed" ) 'til most of us ( or maybe it was just me. HAHA) had our eyelids fluctuating. So while we walked jacq home, and Raymond cabbed home, Cheryl and I just walked back to her place.

3) The ultimate swing.

One word: Fucking Awesome
After effects: Suck balls.

God, i actually thought that was the end of my life.

4) Aqila's 18th dinner.
The dinner was awesome! Sorry i was feeling sick the start of dinner, woman! But i felt a whole lot better, with those bunch of people! :)

She and her fav dessert of all timeee: Jedi mudster

Kh Aqila Abu, you've been my best friend and many more years of friendship to come! I'm darn effing glad you're always there! I hope you liked my present! I wish you alll the happiness in the world!!!!
HAPPY 18TH, WOMAN! =)

And i did not study at all. Be it outside or at home, today. Tsk Nurul, good luck in life. Let's look at other capabilities, woman. sighs.

2009-03-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

I close my eyes and the flashback starts.

001. Real name → Nurul Nasyitah
002. Nickname(s)→ nurul, syitah, syit, panjang, buttcheeks, Nas, bimbo,bitch( HAHA my cousin and her doings)
003. Star sign → Aquarius

004. Male or female → FFFFF

05. Elementary → Al-muttaqin
006. Middle School → KCPPS
007. High School → KCPSS+IJC
008. Hair colour- haha black with brown CANT BE SEEN highlights! hahaha
009. Long or short → long
010. Loud or Quiet → hmmm, i think it depends on my mood.
011. Sweats or Jeans → okay i still don't own a pair of jeans until now, go figure.
012. Phone or Camera → both, sorry.
013. Health freak → nah.
014. Drink or Smoke? → na-dah.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → nah. At least i don't think so :)
016. Eat or Drink → "i can eat a cow!" "but oh wait, cow only eats grass!" -_-
017. Piercings → 2.
018. Tattoos →nah

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane→ yeap.
20. Been in a relationship → *grins*
021. Been in a car accident → omg YES
022. Been in a fist fight → in my dreams. literally.

FIRSTS:

23. First piercing → I think it was 7? or 6! Don't really recall.
024. First best friend → I think it was this girl name Wani in kindergarten. Omg i don't know what happened to her!
25. First award → 1st in storytelling in malay! HAHA. Now, long die malay
026. First crush → woah, that's a tricky one. OH WAIT, I REMEMBER NOW. I think it was this kindergarten crush i had on this guy name Amirul. HAHAHAH
028. First vacation → besides malaysia which shouldn't even be counted, Australia. i think when i was 7?

LASTS:

29. Last person you talked to → Kelvin
30. Last person you texted → Liyana
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → Aqila and Jacq
032. Last food you ate → Bread with strawberry jam.
033. Last movie you watched → Marley and me
034. Last song you listened to → soulmate
035. Last thing you bought → stickers! HAHA
036. Last person you hugged → mmmmhmm.

FAVES:

37. Food → mac and cheese.
038. Drinks → Nurul's masterpiece *eyebrows wag*
039. Clothing →anything that makes me happy for the day :)
040. Books → dear john. I think i read it more than 5 times already!
041. Music → I hate choosing a favourite song! cause i have a trillion to choose from! HAHA. But i think my top one in my playlist is currently 'decode' . ACOUSTIC!
042. Flower → sunflowers!
043. Colors → newrullovesred.
044. Movies →either those that'll have me at the edge of my seats, or cry buckets( which is practically almost everything?) OR those that'll have me laughing to myself while heading home.

45. Positions → sleeping ones? huhhhhh
046. Subjects → math.

IN 2008..... I

47. [ I WISH] Kissed in the snow
048. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
049. [-] Had your heart broken
050. [ ] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [-] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [-] Came out of the closet
053. [YES, HOW'D DID YOU KNOW?! -_- ] Gotten pregnant
054. [ ] Had an abortion
055. [-] Done something you've regretted
056. [-] Broke a promise
057. [-] Hid a secret
058. [-] Pretended to be happy
059. [-] Met someone who changed your life
060. [-] Pretended to be sick
061. [-] Left the country
062. [-] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [-] Cried over the silliest thing?
064. [-] Ran a mile.
065. [-] Went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] Stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:

067. Eating → air.
068. Drinking → air
069. I'm about to → change out
070. Listening to → why, secondhand serenade
071. Plans for today → movie with the guys then my bimbos for farihin's early bday celebration
072. Waiting for → myself to finish this quiz

YOUR FUTURE:

073. Want kids? - yea
074. Want to get married? → not very sure now.
075. Careers in mind → I want to do styling:( But i think I'm going with my dad's route.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GUYS?? CHOOSE ONE ONLY!

76. Lips or eyes → both, i don't care.
77. Shorter or taller? → taller, defo.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → both, seriously i do not care. HAHAHAHAHA omg.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms →Aqila, must i answer this? HAHAHAHA
080. Sensitive or loud → it depends.
081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → i don't like both.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → -
084. Ran away from home → nah, wished to before though.
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → yeap! the gun!!!
086. Killed somebody → nope.
087. Broken someone's heart → yea.
088. Been arrested → nope.
089. Cried when someone died → yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself → Still trying to.
091. Miracles → yeap, it's all around.
092. Love at first sight → haven't exactly been there!
093. Heaven → Yeap.
094. Santa Claus → nah.
095. Sex on the first date → definitely not.
096. Kiss on the first date → hmm, it depends on how the date went.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Not extremely happy, but I think there's more to life than where i am now. So i've yet to reach there yet :)
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Do you believe the the world will come to an end → definitely.

Okay i better go change out now before I'm late for the movie with the guys.
SEE YA!=)

2009-03-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

Woah, overconfidence was contagious I must say.
1-4 as scoreline?

Nah, they'll pick themselves up soon enough, I'm fucken sure.
(:

No wonder there was no aunty knocking on my door just now.
My pack was kept shut when Vidic was sent off!

And i really need to run tomorrow morning.

2009-03-14T20:00:00.000-07:00

We'll play out like a scene, straight off the silver screen.

I think my mom can get really cute at times.

Mama: oh ya i want to call Neil later. Wish him happy valentines day
me: Valentines day!?
Mama: yup ( looking all confidence while searching for Neil's home number with her cell)
me: Ma..
mama: ya?
me: it's 14th today
mama: yaa
me: 14th of MARCH
mama: ohhhhhhhhhhh

Then she laughs at herself.

I absolutely love my mom, seriously.

Neil will be in Singapore again sooooon. Yessa, it's been quite awhile since I've last seen that god grandfather of mine. Oh, and i've yet to remind him about the mags. With all this school work, I havent had time to get myself the usual doses. Sacrifice now they say? hah.

Last night turned out to be a chillax friday night. Haven't seen those cousins of mine for quite sometime. Though it was a short catch up, it was nice. I've yet to get the pictures from Nazri so I shall wait for the facebook upload. Today i was supposed to mug, but it turned out to be a sleep-in day! HAHA. Blame my bed and the rainy dayyyyyyyy.

It's gonna be family night tonight with pizzas, apple crumble and the tv screen.

Clash tonight: Manchester United vs Liverpool. We'll see =)

My brother promised to teach and play football with me once my A levels are done. Excited please!

2009-03-11T20:27:00.000-07:00

" If you're constantly looking for someone who'll make you feel good about yourself,

then every person will disappoint you."- F

Woah, it's been awhile haven't it? I would say you can blame my schedule and well, plain laziness for the lack of updates. A level mother tongue results was bleak, don't want to talk about it. But these recent weeks, I've been on a rollercoaster ride. Up, down, topsie turvy and well, it's just a cycle. Still dealing with them, while trying to keep myself on par with the syllabus. A levels this year, hoping to at least get a decent cert that'll help me qualify for further studying. Oh well, that we'll see.

Okay, since I've been gone. Let's see what's been going on yea?

1)That stranded night.

It was a lazy friday night and I was over at my bitch's place. She didn't want to go for the gig in near zouk so we planned to just stay home pig out and try to finish up the photoshoot for the online flea market stall. Apparently, our asses were itchy so we decided to have dinner out. My awesome brain suggested changi airport for some good 'ol popeye. After pigging out, to our not very surprise selves, it was already close to one. The next thing I know, we were roaming all around the airport, pigging out, laughing our asses off over the craziest and silliest things and well, had good fun. But the lack of sleep was slowly getting to us with the huge sizes of eyebags and nonsensical topics.

The rest of the 100 odd pictures are up on facebook, as usual. So if you aren't my friend there, too bad! HAHAHA k kidding.

2) Jia Sheng's birthday.

My group leader have finally turned legal! A very crazy guy indeed after going through shit for on year with this fella, used to scare the hell out of me but is just a great friend now. Happy birthday again man! Well, for that friday night, after their basketball matches, jia sheng, Kelvin, Hee sang, guoxi, jie ling, alina and me had dinner in pastamania. Im quite sure we were one of the last to leave the store. Alina left after dinner while the rest of us headed to admiralty park for some crap talk which turned out to be pretty lazy fun. I just needed that after a crazy week, especially being the sober one while being surrounded by drunk people. HAHA I was home pretty late but lucky for my ass, everyone was already sound asleep by then.

3) Saturday with 3/4 homies.

All i gotta say is always fun, duh? =) Marley and me with Aqila and Jacq was very teary, HAHAHAHA. But a really great movie to begin with!

4) School-

Despite the mountain high assignments and the race against time surroundings, I still have a great bunch of people to have some kick ass fun in school. They're partly the reason I get my ass to school almost every day. A class full of nonsense yet crazy fun shits as well.

Wednesday night in school.

Silver mirror experiment!

SEE IT SEE IT!?!!

5) Bitch fest cum photoshoot afternoon.

Okay I can't blog about everything but they're the main ones. I've got carboxylic acid to do and econs to read so have a good life in the meantime! =) I'll try to squeeze in some blogging time sometime next week though my block test's in less than two weeks with gp on friday. ANYWAY, NIGHTY NIGHTS * winks*

Manchester United vs Inter Milan- what's your take? :)

2009-03-05T19:10:00.000-08:00

Scenario: Whole family in the living room with most lights switched off ( to create suspense). My dad and me were near the tv screen, my sister sitting on the floor multitasking with completing homework and watching, my mom was on the couch hugging the biggest pillow you can find in my house and my brother was standing and feeling all nervous.

As Foster saves the goal,

Despite most of the lights switched off, we absolutely just lit up the entire house with our screams and jumps! My sister was so pumped up that she knocked her drink down and the cup just shattered into pieces. I kissed my brother on his cheeks while cheering up with my mom. I gave a big high five to my dad and hugged my sister.

5 minutes later.

There was a knock on my door.

This woman, who has the entirely block completely detesting her: ehhhh hello! I want to sleep leh. keep quiet cannot ahhhhh!

My dad: oh im very sorry. Okay it won't happen again.
(From behind, I closed the door to her face.)
My dad: okay next time we all watch up stairs in my room and buy sound proof walls.
Sister, brother, mom and me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

One of the times I love my family.

YOU CAN LAUGH ALLL YOU WANT!

HAHAHAHAHA

(8 years ago)

I am laughing til my stomach aches right now. damn, those were the good times! I've a damn good taste in style as you can see! man, i was good wasn't I! HAHAHA.

Okay Nurul, go study hydroxy now.

Mother tongue paper out tomorrow.

A definite retake for me.

2009-02-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

There's so much more I want to do with my life.

So why the sudden obstacle?

But then again, who am i question it.

2009-02-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

Cotton candy crushes

Weekends came and now it's going. Now, ask me: Was it productive?

In terms of reconnecting with my friends, maybe but studies wise, i don't think so. And EVERY SUNDAY, I'll be feeling all guilty and remorseful that I didn't manage my time very well. But then again, weekends are the only time you get to let your hair down right? Tell me, do i even have time for that on weekdays?! Not mentioning the assignments and tests that are accumulating up to my neck! However, I actually do like school. I mean, it keeps me busy. When I'm busy with those school work and my friends, I barely have time to think about the side of my life that aren't going so well. I think I'm too young to understand stuff like those. I mean, maybe I've more to see in life, despite me being legal. NYEHAHAHA

Today I had the bad case of the gastric again in the morning, yet again. I'm getting very fed up with my stomach. Trust me, I eat. I don't diet. Ask those who knows me. I get very hungry easily and I'm not the kind to watch my weight. Neither am I to read the fats intake at the back of every potato chips. So, I came to conclusion that my body needs an unbelievable amount of food intake in order to be classified under 'okay, thats enough for today, no gastric' It gets quite frustrating cause that would mean more than 3 meals per day! Sighs

Anyway, my Saturday was fun. Saturdays are like my favourite. Every week, I'll look forward to this. Every effing week, and I'm usually a contented girl. I think people nowadays, myself incuded, tend to always see the part of their life that isn't working out so well and they tend to exaggerate it to the extent of 'my life is overrrrrrrr' ( recalling white chicks, HAHAHA) kinda of deal. I just feel like i want a million bucks now to travel somewhere and just see the world. That is getting so cliche cause that seems to be on everyone's wishlist, aren't I right? But I really mean it. I feel like going somewhere alone, or with my best friend ( remember NY and middle east plan, woman!?! HAHA) and well, get away from my current life, for the time being. However, it's kinda impossible right now with As in less than 8 months away!!?!

I will try my best, i hope. I can't let my dad down right? I haven't been given a curfew since my turning of the big 1-8 and I'm quite surprise myself. But that just gained my respect for him. He's been the best dad anyone could ask for. Tell me, who'd travel in the middle of the night to buy me food or cook me something due to my usual gastric actups, especially when my mom had her night shifts. My relationship with my dad have improved and I'm glad. I've learnt to not push any buttons either, so you don't see me being home past the initial curfews =)

SOOOOO, back to my Saturday. Met Farihin in the morning and early afternoon for some studying in esplanade library. Updated her on quite a number of events in my life since I havent seen her or the bimbos for three whole fricken weeks! HAHA. Aqila joined us after her track training. Then, it was flea fly flo fun in homeclub. As usual, I spent. HAHAHAHA. I remembered telling Farihin this, " okay today I'm broke so I'm just going and see see only"

-__________________-

I lurve them so many siaxzxzxz.

And OH, I missed this woman la.

My homies.

Okay, this is quite an inside joke. HAHA

So after Cheryl met Travis, we had dinner and usual fun yet again.

Oh, thanks jacq for the cash!

Promise to pay ya back as soon as my allowance rolls in tomorrow.

I have econs test tomorrow and I've yet to read through my notes! AHHHHHHH

And my mom just came home with chocolates * eyebrows wag up and down*

2009-02-21T01:40:00.000-08:00

Wisdom past the bridge

It's been a crazy week i must say. So much drama, so little time. I don't know if it was just my life, but I could've sworn it was too much for even someone like me to take. I've never seen myself as someone who'd get so worked up over such a joke. A spoilt sport they call it? Well, all i know is, I've a considerably good sense of humour, but when it comes to a joke that involves a great deal of emotions or even those that lack sensitivity, just leave me out of it. I'd rather be kept in the dark when it comes to stuff like those. But i think I'm done being so cold about it, so to those who knows what I'm talking about, I'm better now. Just note, I'm not as naive as I look anymore.

Besides that, I've been visited by the frustration and pissed bug lately. I'm clueless myself on the reason why I can't seem to let things go sometimes. But it gets overboard when your soft side have been taken advantage of all this while. Or when your presence in their life have been taken lightly. In short, I'm just done helping friends in their relationships, no kidding. Bros before hos? Or have that phrase been thrown into the valley of overrated bullshits. Don't ask me, I'm a sucker in them anyway cause apparently, I'm making things far worse than it's intended to be. To H, I'm sorry if you feel the way you do, but all I've been trying to do was help you in any way I can. However, I don't think we're on the same page anymore. I guess you already have your conclusion, don't you? Best of luck then. I'm just tired of the people closest to me disappointing me, one by one.

STOP-BEING-EMOTIONAL TIME! =)

Today school was extremely short for me cause I had the usual case of the Gastric. It's not that I skipped my meals, cause I don't remember doing so in the past couple of weeks! Anyway, I took the early dismissal and headed home for the medication and the sleep. Maybe it's the tgif mode, but I woke up feeling a whole lot better. Met Raymond in town in the late afternoon. Was supposed to do this thing called study, but apparently, we had alot to talk about. HAHAHAHA. Met his friend Philson and dinner and then I headed home while they carried on with their late boys night out plans. HAHA

I have a good Saturday planned out, sexcited to the coreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Oh oh oh, i can't wait to clear my closet!! You'll get what i mean soon enough WINKS

2009-02-17T21:32:00.000-08:00

Not a very good day actually.
An old joke from the book. They got me good there, didn't want to be a spoil sport so i laughed along of course. Maybe they picked the wrong person cause I'm such a dull being. But somehow, today just hit some button there. Somehow refreshed my memory and well, made me realise how much i kinda miss someone.

" Memory is often less about the truth than about what we want it to be " - NY times.

A level paper tomorrow. Kill me now?

2009-02-15T14:22:00.000-08:00

It's too late for you and your whitehorse to catch me now

Nurul's been on hiatus?
That's the answer to the lack of updates.

I think my schedule have been rather tight lately and somehow, I'm not complaining. They're for my own good anyway. But I am complaning about that pimple on my left cheek! I think everyone would've noticed it by nowwwww. Alright, that was an off topic ( HAHA!). I wouldn't say I'm doing well in my studies cause I don't think i am. But i sense an improvement. School's been pretty good too actually ((:

Besides that, I've been having funpack weekends. yes, I likey!

The hanans birthday

Zouk flea n easy.

Thanks Rini, Aqila, Izyan and Raymond for the shopping day. Had lots of fun! =)

Back to this recent weekend, it's a good one too!

Friday night caught up with Jacq and had pastamania ( again-_-) Well anyway, we had quite alot to say considering the situation right now, which is getting both of us, plus Abu worried. Then chillax in starbucks while I did some econs.

Met my bitch and Izyan later on too =)

Then yesterday Saturday, which happened to be Vday cum friendship day too.

Met my bestfriend Aqila and homie Jacq first and we had good ol' fun, as always! THEEEE BEST

( this is aqila's creation and she wants to be given credit for it)
So, THIS IS A REALLY GOOD PICTURE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

So after fun time with my homies, I met up with Vin and caught Slumdog millionaire. That was a really a good movie i swear. Very recommended. But that incident in the theatre still sucked big time. Stoooooopid people iwanttotamparthefaces. HAHAHAHAHA but since it's over, I shall rest my case. So after the movie, Vin headed for his bar plans and i headed home. My sister was surprisingly so sweet to get me flowers when i got home, so the caramel frappe i bought for myself before heading home was like a thankyouiloveyou gift for her then! HAHA talk about a close shave.

Just got back from johore this morning and now I'm stuck at home trying to finish up my homework ( that includes blogging) Maybe I'll meet Starsky later for some study session.

15th Feb

And happy birthday Jie ling!!!
Sorry couldn't join you guys today but I'll see ya tomorrow!=)

p.s: reply to tags
anon, shah, fiq, hanis and farah: Aiya, whoever he/she is, complete lunatic i must say.
anonymous: haha thanks! It's from forever21((:
guest: hahah yeap! Was there for flea n easy .
fir: hey dudexzxzxzxzxz !

p.p.s: To C, I know you're going through one of the best phase of your life and please know that we're always happy for you. But well, we're starting to realize how much we've missed you. We just wished you do too. You know how long all of us have been best friends. I just hope you don't forget that.

lots of love,
Nurul.

The rest of the snaps are up on facebook, as usual =)

2009-02-07T15:29:00.000-08:00

There's an answer through the sound of the rain.

I am lethargic. From school

First of all, I'm especially hungry right now. For goodness sake, my stomach's growling really bad! hahahaha. Anyway, I haven't been blogging, hiphiphurray! That just means I've been trying my best to reach all the datelines. That's a start. At this stage, I really don't think I can do well for my As. J1 topics still very shaky, while the new ones are already creeping me out. Damn, why did I choose to stay. Please shed some light here. But then again, I have great friends, so that's what they mean by 'every cloud has a silver lining' right? Awesome. Even if local uni wants me nowhere near their campus, I'd still have friends who'll make it in and so i could crash and have lunch dates with them sometime. HAHAHA WHAT AM I RAMBLING.

Oh oh, sprained my ankle, yet again. I need to install some armoured ankle soon.

It's a weekend!!! But the next thing i know, It'll be monday again, AND THE CYCLE REPEATS. What in the world in wrong with time. Stop it, right now. Right this instant. Friday night was study in town night with cheryl for me. Haven't seen her since my birthday and we had a pretty good catch up as always. Oh, while i was cracking my brain for my econs answer, I got stuck halfway. And there was this econs undergraduate lady who was nice enough to help me out. Smart indeed. Maybe I could do something like that once I get back to spore, bringing back a degree of course =) I HOPE!

I have tests coming up next week and I'm very much dead. The reason: I can't escape the plans set out for the weekend. Family events are a definite no-no-cancel-way thing, while the Zouk flea tomorrow is just a long-awaited one. So chemistry test, I guess it's over for now. See you sayonara, goodbye.

Off topic: Jacq just joined me in the legal world! =)

Her bbq party last week.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

My homies.

Happy Birthday 1 for 1 partner! =)

Oh wait, before that, met my awesome bitch and we had ice cream in Island cremery. And some shots, the rest are up on facebook.

I scream!

The rest> facebook! hahahaahaha.

Have you ever felt like your whole life have been planned out for you? I mean, the standard timeline, As....Uni....job....married...kids....die?

I kinda not want that to be the timeline, somehow.
I mean, i do want to get into Uni and well, do well in life?

but not just based on a piece of paper.

I want to spice up my life.

I'll get to that.

I don't want my life to revolve around studying.

Something's to be done.

P.s: A board with redundant anal remarks. No pork for me, thank you.

2009-01-29T17:27:00.000-08:00

I feel on top of the world!

Aqila, Cheryl&Travis, Tessa, Jacq, Liyana, Farihin, Seri, Izzah, Rini, Kak filzah, Syahrun, Mama, Ira, Aqib, Papa, Hanis, Huda, Farah, Rinny, Alina, Cheryl Sim, Jie Ling, Syed Ahmad, Raj, Jia Sheng, Hee Sang, Raga, Fabian, HajaM, HajaR, Asyraf, Kelvin, Pradeep, Starsky, Wayne, Jeremiah, Vin, Nadiah, Elia, Liyana (IJ hockey), Jaliah, Joyce, Nadira,Nash, Ravin, Jonathan, Wena, Rosazlin, Siti Nurasyidah and her classmates ( I forgot their names omg!),Adam, Naqiuddin, Aneza, Yu Jing, Raymond, Shi Jia, Dharshini, Nisha, Melissa, Juizyan, Haikel, Harith, Huda (33a), Kyna, Justina, Layteng, Ghazelah, Ying Liang,Aneza, Liang Yu, Priscilla, Cikgu murni, Krystal, Fahmi, Maisarah,Nazri, Kak Sham, Azhar, Raidah, Bibik, Mirza Rifqi, Rasydan, Mohan, Farah (tp) Farhan, Chiu Lee, Meor rashdan, Renuka, Sakinah, Mavis, Jia yu, Greg, Esther, Vanessa Lim, Izzat, Shina Peh, Nini, Richard, Hakim, Suriani, Afiq, Siti Zulaikha, Izzah (ijc), Zin, Shah, Zaidi, Sarah, Kerin, Tony, Amirah, Zach, Hisyam, Afiq, Diana, Izzati, Zul, Liyanaezzaty, Halim, Syafiq, Nabil, and the guests in my blog and family members! ( I hope I didn’t miss anyone out!)

From the bottomest of my heart, be it face to face, texts, friendster, facebook or anything else, a million truckload of thanksssssss!
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Special Thanks:

The text from Mom: "happy bday my darling. May u stay cool healthy and wiser. Luv u always:)" The little things that mean alot.

To my parents and siblings for the steamboat dinner on the eve of my birthday and even if there were catfights or verbal disrespectful incidents before, please know I will always love you inside out.

To my best friend Aqila Abu for being the first to officially welcome me into the legal world, for the gorgeous card, and the presents (I swear I love the book!) and for spending the day with me. And of course for everything else, I love you woman!

To my (th)2 cum homies, Aqila, Cheryl, Tessa and Jacq, THANKS A MILLION FOR TAKING THE TIME OFF TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH ME. Thanks for everything and for being in my life!! I LOVE ALL YOU WOMEN TO THE ENDS OF THE WORLD! =)

To my bimbos, Liyana, Farihin, Seri and Izzah. You girls have always been there for me through the thick and thins of life and I’ll never forget that! All the handsmacks, the kaum kerabats, the laughs, the awesome time I always have and the advices are all greatly appreciated. I love you bimbosssssss so many many! =)

To my class, 0812C, although I was like a cake batter in the making with all those whipped cream in my face, ears, hands, legs (bra! HAHA), I actually had a lot of fun in school today! Thanks Jie ling, Alina and Cheryl for planning it. Thanks Raj for the chocolates, thanks Syed Ahmad for the red bull, thanks the rest for the bash and the cake and the gorgeous bra set! =)

To my minahs, Hanis, Farah, Huda and Rinny thanks for being there when I need you minahs and for making my life in IJC a going-to-be memorable one! I LOVE YOU ALL LA DEEP DEEP! =)

To my bitch and kak fil and syahrun and waknal and wak zah, for coming over for the steamboat and for filling up their stomachs to the ultimate brim, and that two gorgeous cousins of mine for having that incredible pre-birthday photoshoots with me!

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Main events of 28th Jan:

Steamboat, my place.

Photoshoot treats.

The birthday bash, which I knew, was coming but apparently, was STILL caught off guard! I think I made a scene when that first splat of whipped cream hit my face. Not very sure who was it, but then it just started to continuously hit my faces, hair and EARS. I couldn’t hear soon after! I guess the entire canteen knew who’s birthday it was by then, hahahahahahaha nevertheless, it was kinda fun, even though I had to walk home with a cake licking face. Despite it being a CCA day, they still made time for me. Now all say AWWWWWW. I’m glad I’ve made such unforgettable friends in ijc. Now I’ll never think of withdrawing, not even for a split second!

And the best birthday dinner of all time.

Despite having school the next day, they’re still there to celebrate it with me. Dinner in Hooters, walk by Clarke Quay, watching the reverse bungee and the swing which I chickened out anyway ( HAHAHAHA) and being around them was the understatement of the night.

My gorgeous homies/

Hooters with (th)2 cum homies

The surprise birthday brownie treat from the hooters.

Thanks hotnessessssssss

I love every single one of them i tell uuuuuuuuu

And if there's one thing I love to do,

There was nowhere else that I'd rather be =)

My source of escapism.

Gimme them bright lights, long nights

Party till the sun is rising

High rise, overtime

Working 'till the moon is shining

Hot guys, fly girls

Never gonna say it

I feel on top of the world,

I feel on top of the world

Gone are the fears and doubts, this is my now.

New age, new page

2009-01-27T17:11:00.000-08:00

Tonight, shall decide .

Nasrun Naqib is finally 14, growing up with lots of pimples now too. As annoying as he is, he'll always be my little brother. Now that you're growing up to be a teenage boy, no more childish acts of disturbing my sleep in the morning okay. HAHAHA. And now that you got your ass up into normal acad, you better work triply hard alright. No more sleepless nights of hogging that ps3. Don't let any mats with floating hats or black tight tapered pants with slippers, from your school influence you either! Or i will take some sister action i tell you! hahahahahahaha

I love you many many!

Woke up early today to go grocery shopping with my dad for the steamboat dinner tonight. It's nothing big really, just a small one with the family and Rini's. i can't wait, though =)

One last free holiday until we head back to stressdom tomorrow. It's been a good break, i would say. But my plans have not ended, not just yet. An exciting week to look forward to. While many of my chinese friends and their families are home having their reunion dinner or even visiting, I've been out and about myself. One of the most filling dinner of all time with the discovery of one of the best buttered oat prawns, then left the restaurant feeling extremely contented.

The best buttered oat prawns everrrrrrrrr, (despite being allergic to prawns! HAHAHA)

The jan babies of the family.

Met Hanis for a little studying.

And then the best friend for one of the best town session ever! heh heh, well only Aqila will know what I'm talking about. Though town was like ghost town, it was very memorable =)

It's school tomorrow, and I've yet to finish up the homework, but then again, what's new!

Rini and family reaching soon, I will be fat for my 18th tomorrowwww.

Let me enjoy my last 17th night, gobbling down those treats.

Weeeeeweeeeeet.

2009-01-26T01:00:00.000-08:00

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong .

I promised myself to blog before i call it a night. So here i am.
Just got back from chinese new year dinner, and it was good. I think I'm turning so dull i bore myself. I've yet to start on my revision, or homework as a matter of fact. But i will tomorrow, promise! Since I'm meeting up with those minahs for the studying session. I'm actually generally happy i have plans this upcoming week, all already planned out.

Just a quick question: Have you ever tried to leave a part of your past behind, but somehow, pieces of it just keeps knocking on your door somehow, and you have no control over it? I wonder, just asking.

( look at the size of that nostrils! WOAH.)

Still, the Saturday i had yesterday was awesome while it lasted. The bimbos celebrated my birthday in advance. Treated me to Popeye's and ben & jerrys, had a million photoshoots, laughed here and there, being all crazy and well, of course being loved by me! I'm so thankful I have them in my life. Have basically been there for me through the thick and thins of life, and i swear i'm fucking glad =)

While i had no clue where we were going!

So it was popeyes for lunch. I had to gobble up this huge piece of chicken's breast! haha

I scream!

Nice seat!

Then toilet?

If i weren't mistaken, we just kept walking and walking and in total, bought 5 huge gulp sizes ice lemon tea to be shared. Good exercise im sure.

The art of bimbos =)

nice face la Nurul!

Oh ya, met huda along the way too! =)

Then i love those moments of fooling around.

I had too much fun 'til i was beat for the day. Want proof for that?

look at the condition of my hair! HAHAHA. awesome.

So in overall, I love each of you to the end of the world! To the end of space! hahahaha, thanks for the day, thanks for the present, the card, and well, everything else!

NURUL NASYITAH SAYANG HER BIMBOS =)

( More pictures up on facebook, as usual. We had three digital cameras mind you!)

And pictures of chinese new year dinner will be up tomorrow. And oh, i heard from my parents, there might be a steamboat buffet going on at my place this Tuesday. Will be confirmed again tomorrow.

Now i need my sleep, and Gerard just scored. Lose liverpool, lose.

2009-01-24T09:25:00.000-08:00

Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game/

For two years running now, my dad has been subscribing to reader's digest, and despite having stacks of them around the house, I'm so grateful for it i swear. Especially when I'm stuck at home in the mornings or just plain exhausted from completing those assignments.

The doctor's receptionist was startled when a nun stormed out of the surgery room and left. She asked the doctor what happened.
" Well," said the doctor. " I examined her and told her she was pregnant."
" Doctor!" exclaimed the receptionist. " That can't be!"
"Of course not." he said. " but it certainly cured her hiccups"

or this,

The hostess at a party served a guest a cup of punch, warning him it was literally laced with liquor. Next, she offered some to a religious man, who said, " I would rather commit adultery than drink that!"
Hearing this, the first man poured back his punch into the bowl and said, " sorry i didn't know we had a choice."

Or even this,

With the storm raging, the captain realised his ship is sinking fast so he called out, " Does anyone here know how to pray?"
One man stepped forward. " yes captain. I pray alot."
" Good," said the captain. " you pray while the rest of us put on life jackets. We're one short. "

I don't know why, i love dry humour like these. I wouldn't be surprise myself if i can burst into laughter in class when i hear these kinds, especially from Hee Sang last week! hahahahaha

Currently over at my anorexic bitch's place. Finally caught up with her since hmmmm, decades ago!? Caught a couple of movies, but surprisingly, I'm up early! Got to meet up with those bimbs later on.

Second week of school came and gone, moving on to a third that i suppose would be pretty short considering the couple of days cut off from it. Assignments stacking up! Tell me, is it too late to get the withdrawal form now?!?!??!!!!!!!!!

Alright, that was a drama queen on the roll. hahahahahahahahahahaha

Oh, I'm gonna be vvvv cautious and careful in school on Wednesday. VERY VERY. I'll bring extras of everything. Even bra and panties! hahahaahahahahaahahahahaha

I'm still sleepy!

Have a good long weekend, and happy Chinese new year! I can't wait for my ang pows toooooooooo.

2009-01-21T00:01:00.000-08:00

Don't hold your breath

Second week of school's ending soon, chinese new year coming which means holidays coming along too, and the workload's increasing.

Is it just me, or is Chuck getting hotter in season 2?!!?!? I like days at home after school, when I'm done with the homework for the day, especially when it's just the bass i see on my screen.

Tutorials haven't been so bad actually. Homecoming exams are over, but well I'm not very sure about the results. Being ccaless now just means i have more time for my studies in the weekdays, and subsequently, that also means Star programme may end up on my schedule too. Wonderful work Nurul. I found out another thing too; that i hate being called to answer questions in class. I think I have this nervous downsyndrome whenever I hear my name being called, and I get all this jumpy mixed information in my head! Or is it just me being a sucker in public speaking? And that would completely contradict the audition i got to try out for the emcee position for the preU seminar. hahahahaha, the world is weird.

By the way, I ran yesterday, no kidding! Not within the usual timing though, but it was good enough, despite the cans of red bulls or the bags of marshmallows and chips. I will be a fit girl once again.

So anyway, rushing from school on Monday to meet up with some bimbos and hairul was pretty fun. Laughing gas, planning for the sports day event and getting free frappes were pretty much the understatement of the day.

" Look at that horny face"- Hairul

If you'd looked closely, there was quite a number of tongue obessession on my part. Well that was because in the past couple of days, I've learnt to treasure my awesome tongue. It's all cause of a dream! An effing gross one, in fact,

In it, i was supposedly spitting my gum into a wastepaper basket. Then to my most horrifying surprise ever, Alina pointed out to the basket and asked in the most disgusted look i've ever seen, " NURUL! Is that your tongue?!?!" When i looked into it, MY TONGUE was lying on top of the rest of the rubbish in it. I WAS MORTIFIED. I think even mortified couldn't cut it. I was utterly speechless, and thank God, i woke up, right at that moment! For the first time everrrrrrrrrr, reality sounds a hell lot better than dreams.

I can't wait for the week to end, cause i have a weekend to look forward to! =)

Oh by the way, being a girl who's laying off the dating scene for awhile, I've been seeing quite a number of relationships that are pretty one sided to a certain extent. For someone only wanting the best for her friends, sometimes the truth hurts, but maybe that's what's needed in order to fix things. No worries, I'll always be there though. Even if the boyfriends might not want me to.

I will be =)

Alrighty, i have Alkanes to go back to and school tomorrow! I'm running again, weehoo!

2009-01-18T14:17:00.000-08:00

Like what my partner in crime minah used to say, everything happens for a reason.

Subsequently, there's always a reason why there are some people from your past, isn't part of your future.

2009-01-17T23:30:00.000-08:00

It's either gonna go somewhere, or nowhere.

I've never been so tempted to act all rebellious towards some unreasonable rules laid out by my dad ever, and today, I've earned my just desserts. I don't think I'll ever get it, or them, as a matter of fact. I thought I've been doing well these past few weeks with the never-passed curfews, but it got worse by the week! Now, I'm clueless on what or how should i go about regaining back what's mine. It's just very heartbreaking to know you've actually been trying so hard, only to know those efforts were never noticed or even appreciated. I guess staying in this school was never seen as a thank you note from me, huh? I don't know how else to do things right anymore.

My cooling and peaceful Saturday morning was destroyed with some heated and tense moments around the house, so i guess i had to head out just as soon as possible to get away from the effed up situation. I'm glad my ever awesome best friend Aqila Abu was there to cheer it up! HAHA. As usual, i had a good time with that woman. We were studying in esplanade when we thought of dropping by homeclub for flea, fly, flow, fun but apparently, there was a miscommunication somewhere there, so we ended up walking around central.

I'm glad she's always there! =)

Burn it woman! HAHAHA

While getting some self-timer shots, i got a text from Raj, " Omg camwhoring sia :) "
At that moment, both of us started looking around, and when i called him, i found out our photographing session was as prominent as even for passengers in a moving bus! HAHAHA.
I guess our secret's out huh, Abu? HAHA

One homecoming paper left to sit for, and it's back to school's business, baby!

I think the weekend's what i need to slowly gain back my momentum in this whole assignments-dateline world. And I'm reaching it, really! I think I'm slowly changing for the better, as a student and as growing 17 to 18.

I'm still trying to learn, dad. Give me some time, will you please? I'm a stronger girl now, as compared to that little girl you used to change diapers for. I'll prove it to you, i promise. You've always been the man i respected, and will always be.
That doesn't change, even if I'm 50.Or 500

2009-01-15T19:21:00.000-08:00

Watch over me, you will

Remember i use to say I miss school?

Now i feel like tearing that whole idea apart, eating it up and swallow it cause I'm obviously taking back what i said. School is draining me, especially today. I remembered how the holidays have been a happy-go-lucky one for me since I don't have to watch my weight or my fat intakes. But right now, it matters. Very much.

For the first time in my life, I feel fat. Not by looking at myself in the mirror, but cause of the fact that I effing feel like it was such a torture to run. And i mean it. I really have alot of stamina catching up to do, don't I? For the first time in my life again, I hate pe.

The last day of school for the week. I really need it i swear.

I want to fly somewhere and not bother about getting back.

Btw, happy belated 18th Haikel! =)

2009-01-14T22:20:00.000-08:00

Just a little tongue tied.

The weather have been really good nowadays, i couldn't ask for anything more.
The wind that blows through my ponytail every morning have been like a blessing in disguise to drag myself out of bed for school. It's actually been a pleasure to just walk the same path to school, seeing the same neighbourhood people and then, entering the same gate, like every other weekday. On the other hand, hearing about the cold snap in Bangkok sends some chills at the same time. Or maybe I'm just scaring myself.

I can't believe I'm still here, with just my hot chocs as company. But i think it's pretty worth it to be studying my ass through for the homecoming chem paper on friday. I'm glad I have a starbucks outlet near my place for me to calm myself, despite being surrounded by lumps of chemistry tutorials and notes on the table.

School's been pretty good. Great to catch up with the class and friends once again. The whole wake up calls from tutors really got us thinking real hard about the whole A levels deal, and I think( finally!), that information have actually penetrate through that huge wall in my head. Maybe it's about time I be the mugger i am? I've let myself down too many times these few years. Maybe this is the time i make up for it? It's about time.

Besides, the fact that i don't have any CCA right now, just means i have truckloads of time available for mugging sessions. And who said it has to be AT HOME!? I can search my way through Spore to find the best places to get my ass down and do TYS. hahahahahaha I have one on Saturday!

I am so sleepy, but i cannot sleep now! Still, maybe i really should head home now. I'm glad curfews doesn't really work out when I'm just a few blocks away from home. Maybe i shuould visit the pasar malam for a few minutes to get some red bulls. I'm staying up tonight, baby!

Goodnight those who don't have something called school!

Gossip girl is seriously bringing hot sexyback drama into the scene! And the city's having me hooked onto the com for 2 hours every tuesday! JUST TUESDAYS, I PROMISE! =)

2009-01-11T18:42:00.000-08:00

Even the best fall down sometimes.

I'm eating Lays chips. Yet again. Tell me, should i be worried!?

Anyway, town was surprisingly pretty packed yesterday even though school was already opened for the primary and secondary school kids. The crowds were a little crazy too. Chilling out with a good frappe and dinner with Vin was fun. But yesterday's night wasn't very young since i have curfews remember?! hahaha, so while i head home towards woodyland, Vin headed for his partying night plans. It's okay Nurul, just a couple more weeks, hang in there! =)

It's school tomorrow, and I'm heading back with nothing done. Touched, yes, not done. I wonder what kind of trouble will i get into next week. Not to mention the supplementary exams which i haven't even start revising for. I'm dead, aren't I? At least i'm mentally prepared for it.

It's a brand new school year for us tomorrow and I can't wait to start cracking down and just get it done and over with. I'm gonna start something that i never had throughout my 13 years of education; tuition. I think it's about time anyway, considering the kind of grades I'm getting these days.

I've got other things to look forward to too. My dad has promised to help me register for my license very soon. Basic theory, here i come. I really hope to at least ace the license by next year so i don't have to use public transport ever again! ( and maybe even reach home by sunrise, not to worry 'bout catching the last train/bus! KIDDING) I'm the reason Spore needs ERPs around.

Besides, i now have Izzah as my personal chemistry tutor, though I'm not sure how much we can cover if i were to meet her every Wednesday, with her company. hahaha, but i have to jump with both my feet and at least try to get through this As, with no stench of regret at the end of it.
Alrighty, i have school tomorrow :( And my mom just got home with a huge bar of chocolate with almonds in them. FAVOURITE OR WHAT! =)

Oh, and i thought today's madr's lesson was very fruitful cause it really got me thinking about how much I've seriously been neglecting and procrastinating my responsibilities. I'm a real sucker at juggling the whole being in this world affairs and preparing myself for afterwards. I need to see more self improvement.

Last but not least, good luck for the results tomorrow, Seri! Whatever it is, at least you know you have tried your best okay, bimbs? =)

See you ij people tomorrow!

Oh, and i just gave my dad's phone a virus, and i was supposed to get my new phone by next week. Kill me, I feel bad!

2009-01-10T12:29:00.000-08:00

We've done alot of growing up

Saturday, saturday, saturday. My favourite day of the week. It's always a good day. Even if most of my friends are planning to stay home for the day to rush through their assignments or to mug for the supplementary exams, I bet they will still find some time for themselves, either to catch a little show online, to pig out some chips and sinful treats or even to just have a couple of hours of good sleep before welcoming the new school year.

School is starting real soon. Very very soon. On monday, most of us will have to be dragged out of bed cause it's been about 2 months of waking up at noon but I'm sure all sleepy thoughts will fade away as soon as we meet up with some familiar faces. I kinda miss the whole school atmosphere during the holidays. But then again, as soon as the real deal starts to kick in, we'll all be begging for the As to be done and over with or even be praying for every holidays possible. 'til then, enjoy this last weekend people =)

I definitely missed my minahs, very very much.

Caught up with them just a couple of days ago, as we had some cheery kick ass abs-making fun! Despite a couple of minor setbacks, everything was just how we planned it and it was great being able to see each other again.

They've been really great company and well, I'm glad I knew them last year. A pretty shaky year, but they've pretty much been there for me and i appreciate each of them very much.

Our very own president, hanis!

My partner in crime, Rinny!

Next year's president, farah!

The ever so slow minah, huda!

The food we brought and bought were a hell more than enough til we had to play a game just so we could at least gobble up most of it. It may be our last phase in the valley of fun, but i think we pretty much made the most of it =)

From the fake laughing poses.

To the jumpshots.

It may look like we aced it in the first jump, but well, pictures can be pretty deceiving.

Lying on the sand

The little photoshoots.

As you can see, farah's a little paranoid. You'll see why. heh heh

More fun in the sun.

We make a good team, don't we?

Oh, and finally, we had a little suprise for our youngest minah. A little belated birthday surprise.

Hey, she suffered quite alot to get to this cake!

Then it was curfews-to-meet time.

Minahs, the rest of the pictures are up on facebook. So help yourselves! haha

They're awesome =)

I committed a deadly sin yesterday. The consequences might be fatal. Pigging out like how i did yesterday was utter mental. Apples every day Nurul, apples! No chips, no cheese, no fudge, no ice cream, no red bulls, no marshmallows, no more lying on your bed and pigging them out. Tsk, and i wonder why I was never weight cautious back then.

I have town plans later on. Have a good weekend all.

2009-01-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

Live your life with arms wide open.

Since it is 5 in the wee morning, I shall rant.

1)I might actually be sick of macaroni and cheese. After making them for 4 days consecutively!
2) I think the drama in Gossip Girl is a little too much cause i actually CRIED for the latest episode. CHUCK AND BLAIR ARE BRINGING HOT DRAMA AND SEXYBACK INTO THE SCENE.
3) Aqila, I still think JAY looks like a drug addict! However, one with a fit bum though! heh heh
4) No matter how the hills ended, i still hate spencer. No negotiations.
5)When i first started on my chemistry assignment, i actually saw dust( literally!) on my graphic calculator! No exaggeration here.
6) I'm still trying to find my old handwriting, cause right now, it looks like my 4 year old nephew's.
7) I can't wait for tomorrow's picnic.
8) I think my fonts here were rather small, and i've fixed it!
9) I still wish I have thicker eyebrows cause it's practically non-existent right now and that is why i absolutely loathe it when minahs trim them 'til they become freaking string thin lines!

10) I'd trade lives with Lauren Conrad any day. Or at least dream about it!

Goodnight all you fit bums!

see, i told you i need to sleep soon. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

nighty night.

2009-01-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

Well, i don't want to be the blame anymore.

I was browsing through skins, and i figured i never had a pink or a black one before, so voila! I'm kinda over the plain skin for now. The best thing is, I changed it on my own, with no help from anyone though i gotta give the credit to Liyana for the help all this time.

Woah, many have been happening and it's just the 6th day of 2009. I like this pace I'm going though, with everything that's going on. School's starting real soon and it's starting to give almost everyone the jitters with many already rushing through their holiday assignments. It's horrific to know that I'm not even part of that. With the news of fresh fierce tutors taking over our previous ones, I guess I will start tomorrow.

Today's plan to start backfired though.
It was completely bogus, since Aqila and I ended up just visiting jacq in her school and had tons of laughs instead. It wasn't easy to resist that temptation alright! Just like how she's trying hard to resist watching the hills. I'm easily drawn to it anyway, so my willpower isn't very strong fullstop Besides, gossip girl's continuing their season 2 tomorrow. That, can't wait!

After lunch break for jacq, Aqila and I decided to catch a movie. Seven pounds had a really good storyline that's pretty tear-jerking for me ( then again, tell me which movies did i not tear in!) However, the fact that it's pretty draggy had me and Aqila laughing throughout most of the last few scenes in it! hahahaha. But Will Smith's good, as usual.

Oh, and afterwards, we had some good old times fun!

Look at the time, and I blame the red bulls once again. Damn, I need to stop with the intake! I hope with the reopening of school, I will start to turn back my body clock and become the lack of sleep girl once again with puffy eyebags and messed up hair, that’ll go on for 11 months and it’s over, baby! =)

Since I am still wide awake, here are some of the outdated snaps. The rest are up in facebook!

New year's

The dinner

Irsyad's birthday celebration in Macs

Being entertained by that adorable nephew of mine.

(th)2 dinner

My parent’s 18th Anniversary.

( The cutest picture alive of them! heh heh )

As much as i may be very very pissed with them, I guess I only have myself to blame. Besides, I might have pushed the limit with the constant late nights. So as for now, I have something called curfews, people! And I'm done blowing my top at them. As conservative or as strict as they are, they are still my parents and I guess it’s about time I have that utmost respect for them. Considering how much effort and time they’ve spent on my siblings and me, they deserve the best. Oh, I’m getting all too emotional aren’t I? That's it. hahaha

And now that the new hit tv series of Whitney; The City is out, I have more reason to stay home and munch on those chips! Besides that, Gossip girl's coming back tomorrow and season 5 of The hills coming out soon.

My A levels is screwed isn't it? Major LOL.

Okay, that's it. I will force myself to bed!!!!!!

Or I could just watch another round of Angus, Thongs and The perfect snogging again.

And i'm sure i will still be in bed at 3pm in the afternoon. No shock at all.

p.s: My tagboard's getting really hilarious! HAHA

2009-01-01T22:19:00.000-08:00

Sooner than it seems, life turns around.

2008

One word: unpredictable

Almost everything that happened this year came completely by chance.

Ranging from my studies, friends and especially the romance section of my life.

Studies. It was tough. JC is tough. It’s not like secondary school anymore. You can’t just read, memorize and sit for the exam, hoping for the best. But you gotta start loving what you’re studying and actually put a hell lot of effort in it. I was lucky I scrape through it and made it for the big As next year. That I will put more effort in, I promise.

Friends. This is the year I’ve widen my social circle, not just with new faces, but with the old ones. I made use of this holiday to build a bridge and start/refresh friendships that may have been forgotten or lost or even strengthen them. For the new faces, they have surprisingly been really great this year. I’m actually really thankful for every one of them, especially this year. Friends been there for me through all the good and tough times and seriously, I’m really not who I am without them in my life. I hope these friendships will continue to grow and blossom, and be friendships of a lifetime =)

The romance section. Well well well, I’ve come a long way haven’t I? Apparently, this is the department that seems to be abiding the whole unpredictable law. One door closes, another opens? That seems to be another theory it’s abiding to this year too. It’s funny how everything happened for a reason, or not. Maybe some people enter your life for a reason, while maybe some just entered as if it’s one of their pit stops, just so they could get somewhere. But then again, each time someone enters your life, it’s like a chapter in your life being opened. When it ends, that chapter closes, and another new one opens. The weird thing to this?

You’re usually caught off guard, cause you didn’t plan to open or close the chapter in the first place. It just happened.

To sidetrack for awhile,
Life’s so weird and haywire sometimes. You can be feeling at the top of your game and be so thankful for the life you lead at this minute and then feeling all gloomy and remorseful the next. I had those, it wasn’t pretty. People say this is part and parcel of life, and that changes happen. It’s how you handle those changes, but who can be blamed when those changes came so sudden and it felt like there’s a timer resetting it to 60 seconds, counting down and pressuring us to make a decision. And in reality, one wrong decision will always be accompanied by unpleasant consequences and well, there will be scars, affecting future upcoming decisions or even the rest of your life.

As much as you want to run away from those problems, you can’t cause surprise, surprise, you just can’t. It’s tough yes, but then again, I think there’s no problem with no solution. This year especially, I did a hell lot of self reflection and thought about how many mistakes I have committed in just 365 days! But then again, flaws exist in every human so I guess it’s inevitable to make one. However, did you know that every little mistakes you make eventually make you a stronger person cause as cheesy as this sound, you learn from this and if a similar situation happens that'll create a junction somewhere in the later part of your life, at least you know which one to take. This is where you grow as an individual.

Be it in the romance, friendships or life section in general, we gotta take a chance in everything we do. I mean, you can’t cross the sea just by looking at it right? I believe that life rewards action. I mean, I believe that God rewards those who learn from their mistakes and grow out of it as a better person. Learn from it. When you feel like everything’s falling apart, just hold on to yourself when you feel like letting go. You've got to have patience to overcome it all. Most importantly, listen to your guts. They usually tell you something that you don’t want to believe, but is indeed true. It’s weird how reverse psychology works, but happiness is really a matter of choice. So let’s all just throw off the bowlines and sail away from the safe harbor! You don’t just stick to what you have just cause its familiar and something you’re used to. HELLO, life’s too short for you to! People living deeply have no fear in death.

This year has been one of the best and worst year of my life. This year somehow made me understood some parts of me that I never thought existed in the first place. So in conclusion, I think 2008 is my year. A year of firsts too. This is so effing cheesy right now, but I really feel like I just came out of a cocoon when the year ended. Watching the fireworks yesterday was so amazing, and well, I feel refreshed all over again.

I’m not just the Nurul Nasyitah Md Nashir you used to know, but a new and improved one =)

I had the song ‘Better in time’ played in ears while catching the fireworks yesterday and yeap, no matter what shits you’re going through, you’ll get better.

I’ve gone a long way from the start of 2008 ‘til now, so I don’t just think so, I know so. =)

So yes, 2008 has been unpredictable indeed. This is it with life, the most beautiful days usually come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days will eventually have their sunsets.

So right now, a new chapter of my life is being opened with the end of the year. Let’s screw 2008, how’re you doing 2009!

I have a spectacular new year’s eve to update about, but I think I shall upload the pictures of it up onto facebook first. I’m still pissed with my parents with what happened today, but like Aqila quoted, shit happens right.

2008-12-31T08:18:00.000-08:00

The answer to my prayers/

Before i start on the new year bit, i just had a good eve of new year's eve! =)

Crashed Nyp with Jacq and Aqila to have lunch with Cheryl. Did quite a number of videos and since I do not want to tarnish my reputation, i shall not post it up. HAHAHAHAHA. I love those laughs with them. Afterwhich, Jacq and I headed to town to finally catch twlight. To review it, well it was pretty good but guess what, it's completely fictional! hahahaha, actually most movies are fiction anyway! HAHA. Both of us were laughing at the weirdest scene!

Here are the snaps for the day though

JacqJacqJacq! =)

Oh, this was funny!

Me: can you imagine me with short hair?

Aqila: I can imagine me not talking to you with your short hair.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

It's actually 8 am in the morning, and I actually just woke up. What a way to start the upcoming year right! I wanted to go for run, but I think Starsky's still asleep since he havent reply my text! hahahahaha, wait i can't blame him since HELLO, WHO WAKES UP AT 8 DURING THE HOLIDAYS!

I think I'll have that end of 2008 post tomorrow, promise! As for now, I think I'll get a few more hours of sleep since I have new year's eve plans later!

have a good last day of 2008, people! God bless =)

2008-12-29T02:19:00.000-08:00

Tak ku mungkin mengerti

Woah woah woah, Nurul's rolling her indonesian tongue and falling back into her traits! Anyway, I've been listening to some good indonesian songs. I never thought i could actually have them ringing in my ears at all. I mean, i barely have a single malay song in my player, let alone indonesian bands drumming or playing their lungs out into my ears! But with the influence of my cousins and brother, I think indonesian bands actually do have some goodness in them. Interesting huhhhhhhhh.

I'm actually not in a bad mood right now. To celebrate the new year in the Islam's calender, we kinda had a small feast which left us all so filled to the ultimate stomach brim, including the best buttered prawns everrrrrrrr. Although i think I still am allergic to prawns with the spots showing up again, I have no idea why I can't keep my hands off them!

Dad, brother, 1st child. HAHA

Well, it was a really spectacular dinner with my pack. I was so full, that i thought i was turning bullimic cause i really thought my body was gonna give way and puke it all out!

And to add to that, I guess I wasn't the only one in the household that was not in a bad mood. My parents bought the three of us presents for the new year? Christmas? hahahaha, i have no idea why actually but i really love the portable dvd player and the new camera to be precise! Kudos to the inventors of cameras! =)

Maybe doing flips on the stairs wasn't a good idea. hahaha

Yes, I have a hotter camera now =)

Seri was waiting for me to blog 'til she dozed off. I couldn't help it, friends is tickling me!

Anyway, it's a Monday and some of my friends are already starting school and i stil have 'bout two weeks left. I'm not exactly looking forward to school, but i do miss those busy and hectic schedule somehow. Weird, but true somehow. I kinda miss those lectures, when I'll either be sharpening my art of sleeping with eyes open, or texting or just disturbing the girls. But that's kinda sad now that it's just the three of us left. It's okay, I still have my bee stings! Besides, i miss the guys too. They've been awesome, how can i forget. But well, besides that we have that As to ace. At least i hope it's the right time to use 'ace'.

I can't believe in a few years time, my life of being a full time student would actually officially end and i would be working my ass off for cash? If i can even get there at least.

But lately, I've been thinking and actually talking to some of my friends. I think that life's too short to just worry 'bout how high your status is in the money making business. Well, i'm just 17 ( turning legal soon though!! HAHA) and you can tell me I'm too young to be thinking about this, but i think I'm in the right state of mind to be thinking about my future. After much thought, maybe, just maybe, I might want to lay off the books or jobs first, and actually go places that I've been wanting to go since a kid, after my As. Yes, maybe i wouldn't get a part-time job like how the rest of them might be thinking right now. I've heard from Aqila about making cash while you're travelling. That might work?

Or maybe, it's seriously a Monday morning and I'm just really sleepy that i have no control over what my fingers are dancing about.

goodnight!

2008-12-28T12:06:00.000-08:00

Who are we to question this

I love facebook.

I can actually sit at home, browsing through profiles and applications, the entire morning and never got bored. I might actually delete my friendster account soon. We'll see. Just like how i may just switch livejournal.

Tanglin flea market yesterday was not as bad, since i practically spent half my allowance all in one day, in one place. Nowadays, flea markets = purchasing things i don't need but want, and will use it in the end anyway. Bargaining on the first round with Juizyan was fun, haven't seen her for pretty long so it was great catch up. After the fish and chips, Seri and farihin came with Zikri and we continued for a second trip. Zikri's getting cuter, very good looking boy indeed.

Juizyan!

I'm surprised we didn't turn THAT selengeh after sitting beside her. hahaha

Awww, those incredible cheeks.

This might actually be my last lazy Sunday for the year and since madr starts next week. I want to make full use of this moment, maybe I'll call someone out today.

Hmmm, I actually own two blogs right now. A public and private one, woah how can i possibly manage both when school starts ?! Livejournal's getting really appealing, with the ability to private certain posts. Only time will tell -__-

I don't know how many souls have i let in on this secret yesterday, but let me just make it public, I'm turning legal in exactly a month's time!

Yesssssa.

Now that I'm done watching all the episodes of gossip girl, 90210 and the hills, i shall travel back in time for friends. heh heh heh

Have a good lazy Sunday all.

2008-12-27T11:00:00.000-08:00

Right now i belong to this moment

Cause i babble.

Haikel: I want to be in the porfolio too! HAHA.
Guest: Hey, currently staying clear of that dating scene for awhile. =)
Random reader: I guess that explains your question too. Haha
Liyana: RAFAEL IS REALLY GOOD LOOKING, NO KIDDING! Hahahaha, and yes, I’m a bimbo, minus the stupid part. HAHAHA. Oh yes, I will come up with a name for you soooooon. VERY SOON.
Farah: Oh yes, I forgot about you la minah. So yeap, when is the next date huh * eyebrows wag* BTW, I.MISS.YOU.GIRLS.A LOT
Aneroxic bitch: hahahaha nonsense. EH WE HAVE TO CATCH UP LIKE OLD TIMES! I shall let my guard down for this few seconds, I MISS YOUR CRAZY ANTICS ! :(
Cheryl: I’m glad you liked the brownie hotness! SEE YOU SOON
Farihin: HAHAHA my sulastri is only for a day lorxzxz. Yours is eternal. HAHA. And one day we have secret meeting, set? The aim of it: To come up with a name for our dear Liyana (:

Christmas is over already?!?!?!!?

I swear time is somehow working its way against the world. Anywhos, my pre-Christmas party with my pack and my Christmas dinner with the family was pretty good. 3 awesome dinners in 3 days, my stomach must’ve been treated real good with this festive season, but that only means one thing too. More rounds of the loos. How delightful

Oh by the way, I had two dinners in two days, in one place.

East Coast Park

Talk ‘bout being surrounded with fresh air.

Mom, sister, Nurul Nasyitah

I declare my brother a mat with this pose!

Awww, look at how cute my dad can be! hahaha

More buttcheeks, no?

I might have gotten myself into a huge trouble yesterday with my appearance at the front door with both (minutes and hour) hands on 12. But I had a good time with that woman. Cycling and roller-skating was fun in the afternoon,

She actually did this. I think it's safe to declare her the casualty for the day. I might've lost count on how many bruises or wounds she got from the day! TAKE CARE LA WOMAN. hahaha

She will so slaughter me for posting this snap up! haha

niceeeeee

no?

Breezeee

Okay, get this. She was trying her ultimate best to get into the picture ( yes, on both rollerskates and bike), but the next thing we know......................................................,

The both of us ended up in the period of abs production!

And more good times,

Good day, woman? =)

And then dinner which cost a pretty bomb, though it was pretty much worth it since I was starving! Buttered prawns and a hell lot of bbq chickens= enough to fill up our stomachs.

And then we found a boy to join in the shots.

Though I had to meet with that unfortunate incident with that green, slimy, croaky,………. OH DON’T MAKE ME GO THERE. It was dark and I had no idea what I was kicking. I almost died, right there, in that instant. The next thing we know, we ran our ass, hearts, lungs, boobs off to the nearest bus stop, just as long as get out of that area! That was major LOL.

And it’s a Saturday morning. Both my parents are working. I don’t know if I’m actually allowed out but I have plans with Seri and Juizyan today! And I have cash. Does that all equates to one thing?

Yes, I should head out.

Tsk, I’m surprise myself, Nurul.

2008-12-24T16:10:00.000-08:00

Just take a little breather /

" wait, do you like me "

"Define Like"

"You've got to be kidding! I do not believe this. "

" How do you think i feel! I haven't slept, I feel sick , like there's something in my stomach. fluttery......."

"BUTTERFLIES?! Oh no no no.... "

" No one is more surprised or ashamed than i am!"

" You know i adore all of God's creatures and all of the metaphors they inspire. but those butterflies, HAVE.GOT.TO.BE. MURDERED "

The classiccccccc.

p.s : I'll reply tags soon! Rushing out now, sorry!

2008-12-22T15:08:00.000-08:00

The heart’s stronger than what you think,

Manchester United's the best team in the world? I couldn't agree more! I sense a new player creeping into my favorites' list already. Welcome Rafael =)

I think my space here actually have really huge lumps of pictures. I don't know, i'm often procrastinating when it comes to creating my own account on mutiply or to link it to shutterfly. So i guess i'll just keep lumping them here. heh

It's a monday! I promised my brother I'll accompany him to buy his school books, so i guess i gotta keep to my words. Being partially grounded is no fun at all, seriously. Especially in the holidays! Not mentioning the fact that I've already gotten my allowance! THE WORLD IS UNFAIR. hahahahaha, when i actually brought it upon myself. I don't even think I can join the class for the Sentosa outing on wednesday. I hope they'll give me the green light soon though!

Meanwhile, i shall update about the BBQ. 2 words: Tiring yet, awesome =)

I snuck out around the start of the BBQ itself to meet up with the homies in town for a little of celebration for Cheryl lee si lei. I hope you liked the brownie, (th)2 ! =)

So anyway, when I reached back, I ate quite a lot for the night. I gotta give the credits to Syafiq, Siti, Azhar and Shamm for doing a great BBQ job! Hahaha, I don’t know why, I’m always the one eating them instead of helping out. First of all, I have this weird imagination whereby my whole palm will be burnt from placing it on the metal grill, after being subconsciously distracted from the smell of the food. HAHA, I KNOW ITS DUMB, but I actually do have those! No kidding.

The gay boys

Story-telling session too

After dinner, the 10 of us sat around the homemade campfire, which turned out really successful since all the marshmallows got to be wonderfully roasted. So while enjoying the night breeze and the sweet roasted marshmallows, we listened and scared ourselves with the Misteri jam12, which wasn’t all that bad after all.

Jason Mraz, hahaha

As annoying as he is, I'm effing glad he's always there for me! Especially for tolerating my whinings! =)

fauzi, Syafiq, Siti

That's breathtaking, don't you think?

It seemed as though every single one of us were too exhausted so we called it a night in respective tents. The next morning was good fun with lots of games, ice cream, cycling, cable skiing/wakeboarding goodness, being roasted under the warm sun, climbing trees, throwing each other into the sea, a hell lot of laughing and then calling it an awesome day =)

Good morning Azhar/ Drogba/Sudin! hahaha

Our site

A lazy Saturdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

I hate it when she plaits my hair! HAHA

A little beachplay!

I love these girls =)

So as I skew away for a little glimpse of heaven. heh heh heh

" Hi. I'm Josh"

*............. grow back up again*

Cycling/

Jumpshots of course/

As we had no trees that easy to climb back home.

And then it was my favourite part of the day, games time. It was hilarious having a good time with each of them! =)

casualties? HAHA

beach babes? HAHAHA

Stop blocking fauzi and Izzat!

Lastly, time to soak ourselves in the sun =)

ahh yes, a hell lot darker. awesomeeeee

We're cool just like that. heh

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets/

Everything will be alright =)

2008-12-21T16:00:00.000-08:00

Things'll get better, through whatevers.

i'm back from my bbq cum tents 2D1N with my awesome bloods and friends.

Reached home around sunset period yesterday and i was totally beat. Had dinner, and just managed to log into msn for awhile. The next thing i know, i was already on my bed, dozed off for the night. Mind you, it was only 9 plus! HAHA.

The bbq cum camp with them was really good, 'til it took away almost every bit of energy i had in me! HEH. I had fun with them, as usual. Pictures from that will be up as soon as i get them from those with the cam. I'll blog about that together with the pictures then.

Before i forget, Happy belated birthday Seri! I LOVE YA BIMBS! =)

17th was a pretty good year for me, i hope it'll be the same for you too. You're one of the strongest people I've ever met in my entire life, since you're able to handle many situations really well. You have been a good friend too of course! HAVE FUN K.

The celebration day we had for her was great! We were practically tourists at heart with us roaming around town with quite load in our hands, cameras to snap the moments around Singapore and well, just laughing over alot of things. I always have good 'ol fun when I'm with them. The little snacks intake while we were at the bay was good too, as we spilled out some secrets at home or our lives. I guess life is different for each of us, but well, we're still the epitome of bimbos. HAHA

See why I like hanging out with them? heh.

See how lovely we looked! HAH.

" eh we should ask liyana to take this shot of liyana" - farihin

Seriiiiii

i was unfortunate to be next to her that day! HAHA

selengeh-_-

Liyana!

yalah yalah, sulastri laaaa

bohos?

My own set of bimbos, minus the lack of brains =)

ohhhh

Look at farihin! HAHAHA

muackzxzxzzxzx

since it's her bday, we shall dedicate this to her!

Ronaldo's that hot huh? HAHA

Nasyitah, Hidayu

what's up?

Bimbos on tour.

I was quietly sitting in the study room when there was a knock on the door. Since my entire family was upstairs doing their own things, i was the closest to the door. There was this cheery chinese woman.

woman: hello. I'm from the cancer foundation. are there any working adults at home?

Nurul: oh hello. hmm ya, hold on while i call them k.

woman: okay, thanks.

I went up to call my parents. My dad was in the bathroom in his room while my mom was doing some business in the toilet in my room. So i went back down.

Nurul: Oh sorry. They're both in the toilets.

woman: THEY BOTH IN SAME TOILET AHHHHHH!?!? *rudely btw*

Nurul: ERRR NOOO. i have two toilets upstairs!

woman: OHHHHHH * LAUGHING*

Nurul: HA-HA. Very funny ah. k bye!

What a way to represent the cancer foundation. Get yourself some decent manners please. Didn't she noticed my " TOILET-S?!?!"

Besides, even if they were in the same one, is that really a big deal?!

They're my parents and legally married please!

Pssssssshhhhhhh * imitating selena gomez's whatevers*

I need to repair my camera tomorrow, or i could just hope and pray the cost for that would be beyond my dad's 'repairing-budget' so i could get the dslr he's been eyeing on.

School's startingggggggggggg

before that,

i still have stuff to do before i head towards nerdsville once again.

I can't wait for the day planned out with Abu next week or so, cause i really want to learn how to wake board. Or cable ski.

2008-12-19T01:02:00.000-08:00

Don't worry 'bout life, no one survives it anyway.

Happy Birthday my (th)2 minah Cheryl Lee Si Lei! =)

Someone just turned 17 when i'm turning 18 huh? HAHA. Anyway, continue to be the cause of global warming and I love you many many babe! See you tomorrow!

Had a little movie marathon with Aqila at my place today. Had fun laughing over a hell lot of things and well, her first time watching SAW. yeap, it was fun. heh heh heh.
Besides that, we are growing, really fat. See it for yourselves

Great job Aqila ! HAHAHAHA

Sorry yesterday's pictures can't be up right now. Effing sleepy and i have to get up really early to get the bbq food with them. I can't wait for tomorrow and weekend. I miss those guys ALOT. I know it'll be a blast. As usual. I'll bring back good pictures i promise, if Liyana or fauzi or Azhar brings their cams i mean. MINE IS IN GONECASE MODE, definitely! *weeps*

Today was funny.

me: pa, do you think i can get nani as my husband?
papa: can can. but i dont want bangla to be my son in law la.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA, okay i'm not half as mean as he is!

I'm sleepy, goodnight world!

Enjoy the weekend,

2008-12-18T01:53:00.000-08:00

Bye bye. . . .

I had a pretty good Monday as i spent it with my secondary school babes after almost months of not catching up! With the games, reminiscing with each other about those days, lots of snapping, laughters and all, I was glad we were able to find time and spend with one another. I hope to do so again soon and wish them all the best with their own 2009 plans =)

Nadia, Siti, Aqila and Nurul.

I haven't seen Emerlia since forever! =)

Aqila and Ros

My best friend right there, (th)2

Secondary school buds

Aqila Abu! Buds back then and buds now still! =)

random shots?

hmm.

These are minahs on the rollllllll HAHA

yes, we're good.

Jump shots?

pretty unsuccessful huh? hahahaha

Goofing around/

The unforgotten=)

& today, i went out with another bunch of my lovelies =)

It's been an unexpectedly twisting day for me too actually. It's funny how time works in or against your favour. Well, sometimes i gotta go through the hard way to get what i want. Happiness is a matter of choice, i'm sure. Have you ever wished that sometimes you can have allll the answer to allll your problems/doubts?

Would it be better? Or would life be dull then?

Unfortunately, i'm too dead to blog about today. I will tomorrow though!

Aqila's coming over tomorrow! I will make her watch SAW.

* Evil laughs*

2008-12-16T19:27:00.000-08:00

I wanna forgive you, i wanna forget you.
It's a harsh world.