Show the world the warmth of your smile, like how i remembered it


Some people just wouldn't stop annoying me, i swear.

Today was yet another school day. School isn't so bad, without all those mountains of tutorials to complete. Not mentioning the prelim papers and past year questions! They're my number one killing machine. Woah, it's been long since i last had a breather and i'm glad i had mine last weekend. I thought the weekend was pretty good. It wasn't anything major but it was just what i needed after the screwed up week.

Most pictures are up on facebook, so that's why i don't post as much pictures here already. Blogger's being a bitch in uploading pictures anyway! hahahaha woah i will get this blog put off soon. Still a frequent member on livejournal, but i don't know why i can't really bear to let this one go.

By the way, my pair of oxfords is arriving sooooooon! :) I.AM.SO.EXCITED

Do note, i am not as materialistic as you think! HAHAHAHA okay maybe when it comes to new shoes! " i'm a girl, they're shoes- do the math! "

Oh, the other day i ( or so i've realised!) was on youtube for like 5 consecutive hours!!! YOUTUBE IS JUST THE BEST .

Saturday with my bitch, hung out to get some peace of the mind. Flyer, popeyes, pretty lights and awesome moments caught in shots! Oh sunday was amazing :) Later on, there was the study group. Fun yes, productive hmmmm 6 questions worth? HAHA yeap. So since we took countable shots, i'll just post it here instead of facebook then.
notice the psp? blame it all on ahmad for bringing it! hahahaha complete distaction plz.

I have something called school again tomorrow!

Oh i just realised i haven't blogged about the surprise birthday party i threw for my beloved sistenemy! She wasn't entirely shocked which got me alittle disappointed cause it was supposed to start with that adorable priceless expression of hers! BUT IM GLAD SHE'S HAPPY :) As much of a brat she may be this 16 years of living under the same roof, having the same first name, having the same blood running through our veins and being the sister of my life, i've always and will always love her with all my heart ! man, that was deep but mean it of course! :)

this is so outdated but i shall post up some here! :)

When anger's accompanied with tears


I'm so glad it's the weekends now after a rough week indeed. Saturday with my bitch and Sunday with the study group hopefully :)


And now, I need some peace in this mind and i guess learning to let go.

Yeap, I'm sure i don't care.
Not caring would mean talking it out with most of my friends to try to find a solution to it. Not caring would mean having to fry my brain these days to try to figure things out. Not caring would be demanding space so i could turn away from the uglier scenarios and blurting out stuff that i might regret. Not caring would be trying her ass off from the start to try to sort things out between two people she care about.

yeap, sure obviously i don't care. And yesterday, i got thrown off the friend ship.

Haven't had this lump in my throat for the longest time so i applaud to you cause you've hit the bullseye.

I'm your escape route

Kris blew everyone away with the way he serenades, with the most modest atitude and well, for his ability to portray how much he loves what he's really passionate about; singing.
I love Adam lambert too, have always been a fan right from the start. For the first time, I love BOTH the finalists. Not to mention how hot they both look ;O And so i'll splurge some cash on their albums just as soon as the debut dates of them are out!

They have both gone far. No surprise for Adam but Kris did capture and grips onto your soul 'til to the extent you're just kept shut. especially when he sang 'ain't no sunshine'.

When you're misunderstood.
The littlest things you do, people assumed.
When they assume, it leans more towards the negative side.
When all you've ever wanted was to make them happy and that only.

It sucks when you have no access to my private posts on lj huh? Afraid so.

I find the second i try to pull away

I swear Kris has this smile that warms the entire world!

Though Adam's my all time favourite, Kris steals my heart every week.
"who hits those notes?!?!"
"ADAM LAMBERT DOES!"

Damn, this has gotta be THE most interesting season of AI!

Half a week gone already?! Not a bad week after all. Lethargy sets in every afternoon, but what's new right? But I've got what i wanted these past few weeks, and that's a good sign. Woah, all the knots in my life before are starting to find the loosing ends and are slowly finding it's way untying itself towards what's supposed or meant to happen, and I'm glad.

Despite that, I'm missing some of my girls! I haven't hung out with best buddy Abu for quite some time now! I haven't seen the minahs all that much despite being in the same school and all. Nor have i seen the (th)2 and the homies? I've got a lot of catching up with them to do. And no, even A levels won't stop me! Oh speaking of As, i just got a notice it's about less than 200 more days to go. A lot less than 200, as a matter of fact. Somehow, I'm not all that afraid. Maybe cause I'm not even in the right state of mind to be taking those papers! hahaha, okay well maybe I'm just crossing all fingers i have that I'll get what i've been hoping for :)

Alright, that aside, I can't wait for the weekends! I have a fullproof plan installed for someone special ;) !!

Before i go off to catch my 'the hills', I so gotta show this. I remembered she said before the start of lecture," i'll prove to you that I'm not going to sleep!!!!!!!"


Indeed Alina, you sure didn't :)
( yes, i'm risking my life tomorrow. God protect me please. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA)

Rini should be dropping by later, with another round of bullshits. HAHAHA she's good in those! AND WHERE'S MY OXFORD FLATSSSSSSSSSSS!! :(

A renewed membership into the night owl society ;)

IT IS 1:48AM AND I FINALLY FINISHED MY INORGANIC TUTORIALS! THANKS GOD.

Right now, instead of falling into the sleeping game, i'm watching youtube videos. I swear youtube has everything. It's amazing how you can learn things or even just laugh your head off over the most hilarious antics people around the world may be up to, or just be taken aback by how some people are showing their talents. There was this Aussie girl singing her version of 'remembering sunday' and i was left stunned. yeah, in a good way of course! She should be discovered by now!

There's school in about 5 hours plus? Surprisingly, the coffee has taken its toll on me. Crap, that'd mean i'll be dozing off. Yes, together with alina who i'm quite sure she's still awake mugging her way through those shits. Hahahaha

The first day of the week and there will be temperature taking. oh the epidemic virus, the one that postponed my dad's germany trip! Well, there's an upside to that *evil laughs* Let's just hope the trip is postponed all the way 'til the end of the year and i'll be visiting berlin. HEEEEE

Is this just the sugar rush or is it just the wee hours? I remembered buying that whole bag of candy while studying in rp in the afternoon. Luckily there were Jacq and Fauzi to down some those sugarrrrr or i'd in diabetes mode by now!

I feel like singing right now, AND YES I AMMM!


This is an effing fabulousooooooo song, no kidding!!! Okay, that's it. Adam, from now on, i'll trust you in your taste in music! HAHAHAHAHA okay maybe except for....... hmm wait there was one that wasn't good! And i've forgotten the title!

And now I think i should just shut my trap and sleeeeeep. NIGHTY NIGHTS!

Deeper conversations with me

Yezzzzzzz, a day off.

Thank God for the multiracial society! but boohoo to those friends of mine who gotta get back to school on this dreadful monday! * sniggers*

Woah, i've loads to update! But i just woke up and my mind's blank and brain's dead!!! Let's start with school. Ah, the one thing i loathe the most: this thing called physicsss! KILLITBURNITFREEZEITDUMPITJUSTANYTHINGGGGGGGG! hahahaha. Well one thing's for sure, i don't give a hoot about it anymore! All i need in my life right now is be prepared for this upcoming chapter in my life ;) I hope it goes on just well.

Very pleased to see my mom and grandma looking all happy for the day. Hans river filled me up to the brim! damnnn, i sure ate a hell lot.

I wish i had more time but i REALLY need to start cracking down on those piling tutorials ( except for physics sheesh) Gotta meet jacq in rp soon.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

Oh oh, before i forget, spencer is an ass. A full time ass! :D

*sexcited * HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH God

New skin,

New mindset

New plans

New future.

However currently, I have butt cramps!! Literally.