Weekends came and now it's going. Now, ask me: Was it productive?
In terms of reconnecting with my friends, maybe but studies wise, i don't think so. And EVERY SUNDAY, I'll be feeling all guilty and remorseful that I didn't manage my time very well. But then again, weekends are the only time you get to let your hair down right? Tell me, do i even have time for that on weekdays?! Not mentioning the assignments and tests that are accumulating up to my neck! However, I actually do like school. I mean, it keeps me busy. When I'm busy with those school work and my friends, I barely have time to think about the side of my life that aren't going so well. I think I'm too young to understand stuff like those. I mean, maybe I've more to see in life, despite me being legal. NYEHAHAHA
Today I had the bad case of the gastric again in the morning, yet again. I'm getting very fed up with my stomach. Trust me, I eat. I don't diet. Ask those who knows me. I get very hungry easily and I'm not the kind to watch my weight. Neither am I to read the fats intake at the back of every potato chips. So, I came to conclusion that my body needs an unbelievable amount of food intake in order to be classified under 'okay, thats enough for today, no gastric' It gets quite frustrating cause that would mean more than 3 meals per day! Sighs
Anyway, my Saturday was fun. Saturdays are like my favourite. Every week, I'll look forward to this. Every effing week, and I'm usually a contented girl. I think people nowadays, myself incuded, tend to always see the part of their life that isn't working out so well and they tend to exaggerate it to the extent of 'my life is overrrrrrrr' ( recalling white chicks, HAHAHA) kinda of deal. I just feel like i want a million bucks now to travel somewhere and just see the world. That is getting so cliche cause that seems to be on everyone's wishlist, aren't I right? But I really mean it. I feel like going somewhere alone, or with my best friend ( remember NY and middle east plan, woman!?! HAHA) and well, get away from my current life, for the time being. However, it's kinda impossible right now with As in less than 8 months away!!?!
I will try my best, i hope. I can't let my dad down right? I haven't been given a curfew since my turning of the big 1-8 and I'm quite surprise myself. But that just gained my respect for him. He's been the best dad anyone could ask for. Tell me, who'd travel in the middle of the night to buy me food or cook me something due to my usual gastric actups, especially when my mom had her night shifts. My relationship with my dad have improved and I'm glad. I've learnt to not push any buttons either, so you don't see me being home past the initial curfews =)
SOOOOO, back to my Saturday. Met Farihin in the morning and early afternoon for some studying in esplanade library. Updated her on quite a number of events in my life since I havent seen her or the bimbos for three whole fricken weeks! HAHA. Aqila joined us after her track training. Then, it was flea fly flo fun in homeclub. As usual, I spent. HAHAHAHA. I remembered telling Farihin this, " okay today I'm broke so I'm just going and see see only"
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I lurve them so many siaxzxzxz.
And OH, I missed this woman la.
My homies.
Okay, this is quite an inside joke. HAHA
So after Cheryl met Travis, we had dinner and usual fun yet again.
Oh, thanks jacq for the cash!
Promise to pay ya back as soon as my allowance rolls in tomorrow.
I have econs test tomorrow and I've yet to read through my notes! AHHHHHHH
And my mom just came home with chocolates * eyebrows wag up and down*