Wisdom past the bridge
It's been a crazy week i must say. So much drama, so little time. I don't know if it was just my life, but I could've sworn it was too much for even someone like me to take. I've never seen myself as someone who'd get so worked up over such a joke. A spoilt sport they call it? Well, all i know is, I've a considerably good sense of humour, but when it comes to a joke that involves a great deal of emotions or even those that lack sensitivity, just leave me out of it. I'd rather be kept in the dark when it comes to stuff like those. But i think I'm done being so cold about it, so to those who knows what I'm talking about, I'm better now. Just note, I'm not as naive as I look anymore.Besides that, I've been visited by the frustration and pissed bug lately. I'm clueless myself on the reason why I can't seem to let things go sometimes. But it gets overboard when your soft side have been taken advantage of all this while. Or when your presence in their life have been taken lightly. In short, I'm just done helping friends in their relationships, no kidding. Bros before hos? Or have that phrase been thrown into the valley of overrated bullshits. Don't ask me, I'm a sucker in them anyway cause apparently, I'm making things far worse than it's intended to be. To H, I'm sorry if you feel the way you do, but all I've been trying to do was help you in any way I can. However, I don't think we're on the same page anymore. I guess you already have your conclusion, don't you? Best of luck then. I'm just tired of the people closest to me disappointing me, one by one.
STOP-BEING-EMOTIONAL TIME! =)
Today school was extremely short for me cause I had the usual case of the Gastric. It's not that I skipped my meals, cause I don't remember doing so in the past couple of weeks! Anyway, I took the early dismissal and headed home for the medication and the sleep. Maybe it's the tgif mode, but I woke up feeling a whole lot better. Met Raymond in town in the late afternoon. Was supposed to do this thing called study, but apparently, we had alot to talk about. HAHAHAHA. Met his friend Philson and dinner and then I headed home while they carried on with their late boys night out plans. HAHA
I have a good Saturday planned out, sexcited to the coreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Oh oh oh, i can't wait to clear my closet!! You'll get what i mean soon enough WINKS