I've never been so tempted to act all rebellious towards some unreasonable rules laid out by my dad ever, and today, I've earned my just desserts. I don't think I'll ever get it, or them, as a matter of fact. I thought I've been doing well these past few weeks with the never-passed curfews, but it got worse by the week! Now, I'm clueless on what or how should i go about regaining back what's mine. It's just very heartbreaking to know you've actually been trying so hard, only to know those efforts were never noticed or even appreciated. I guess staying in this school was never seen as a thank you note from me, huh? I don't know how else to do things right anymore.
My cooling and peaceful Saturday morning was destroyed with some heated and tense moments around the house, so i guess i had to head out just as soon as possible to get away from the effed up situation. I'm glad my ever awesome best friend Aqila Abu was there to cheer it up! HAHA. As usual, i had a good time with that woman. We were studying in esplanade when we thought of dropping by homeclub for flea, fly, flow, fun but apparently, there was a miscommunication somewhere there, so we ended up walking around central.
While getting some self-timer shots, i got a text from Raj, " Omg camwhoring sia :) "
At that moment, both of us started looking around, and when i called him, i found out our photographing session was as prominent as even for passengers in a moving bus! HAHAHA.
I guess our secret's out huh, Abu? HAHA
One homecoming paper left to sit for, and it's back to school's business, baby!
I think the weekend's what i need to slowly gain back my momentum in this whole assignments-dateline world. And I'm reaching it, really! I think I'm slowly changing for the better, as a student and as growing 17 to 18.
I'm still trying to learn, dad. Give me some time, will you please? I'm a stronger girl now, as compared to that little girl you used to change diapers for. I'll prove it to you, i promise. You've always been the man i respected, and will always be.
That doesn't change, even if I'm 50.Or 500
That doesn't change, even if I'm 50.Or 500